jadesthebitch :)

2011-06-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

till the end of time.
iloveyou.

jelly + fish

2011-03-11T19:46:00.002+08:00

things are going crazy.
really.
im have some virus or some thing.
makes me have this cramps. thought maybe it could be ovulation pains but no.
that only last for 48 hours and it surely has been longer than that.
and as embarrassing as this may sound, i even just took some shitting pills.
not that i cant shit -.- but its just to get it all out of my system ONCE AND FOR ALL.
thank you very much.
tomorrow at 8am i have rowing for 2 hours then im working till 4.
then the next day i have rowing again.. the big day.. the competition.. :O then work right after AGAIN.
bloody fucking hell.

im going to knock the fuck out, that im sure.
then i have to catch up with my all damn school work.
...
and then i have my arts camp WHICH CAUSED ME $200
which i paid myself with my working money.
so past 2 ish weeks..
i paid for my prom $100
dress $185
camp $200
thats $485 right there!
no wonder im broke :(

im blabbing so much i dont even know the purpose why i wanted to blog. -.-
gosh.
maybe ill just go make myself some toast.
just plain toast.
no butter. no jam.
no nothing.

hey baby, i think i wanna marry you :)

2011-03-07T19:40:00.003+08:00

okay maybe im too young for marriage.
in this world we live in that is.
let me correct that.
its what we think. its what society has believed.
if it werent for today, i think i would be married already.
probably in the kitchen, doing the married women thing that married women do..
you know..
in the kitchen.
hahahaahah :P

i always wondered why i sometimes think so much about having a family in the future.
more like a husband in a way.
i recently read something.
libras ; in love with love itself.
make sense to me now.
im in love, with love.
nice. ♥

i read some proposals the other night.
wait. it was yesterday night.
well anyway, it was alright.
i guess i didnt really feel it so much cause i couldnt see it.
maybe i was visualizing it different in my head.
maybe.
but i came across this photo tasha posted on her tumblr just now.
epicness my bro.

now tell me, how awesome is that?
imagine if she didnt want to see the pictures after getting off the ride?
BUT WHO DOESNT?! HAHA so, im pretty sure she saw it.

today is the 7th of march.
yes. soundwave was on.
i didnt go in the end.
at least it made tasha happy :)
and my wallet. lol

instead i did some community service!
there was a community fair at Hyde Park and sonya and i helped out today.
she sold book for like the first 10 mins then she sold "Cat Hypnotizes" for $3 each or the "Dog Pack" for $5.
it was funny.
i sold tshirts and children aprons!
WHICH WERE SO ADORABLE BY THE WAY!
i even bought one for tamara, my little sister. cost me like $7 haha.
i would post a photo but the photo is in my phone not here.. sigh.

oh i got a new phone! like a month ago and a week ish.
besides the fact the ringing volume button likes to spazz, its ♥ :)
i got a HTC WILDFIRE. a red one. hells yeah.
my mama got one too. a white one. same as my godpa :)

oh about a week ago i attend my first outdoor movie which the audience actually participates!
what i mean is..
i went to watch Rocky Horror Picture Show.
if you havent watched that movie, you should. its actually REALLY good.
unless you have a mega phobia for transvestites, i strongly advice you not to watch it hahaha.
so anywho, just before the movie, we were given a piece of paper which gives you instructions.
like for example, when you heard the name Brad Majors, you scream ASSHOLE! and when you hear Janet Weiss, you scream SLUT!
at the wedding, you throw rice.
when Dr. Frank-N-Furter says "a toast..", you throw your toast in the air.
when its raining, you spray your water guns, and you put a sheet of newspaper over your head.
things like that. its so nice.
and when the song "Time Warp" come on, you get up and dance.
AH-MAY-ZING-A-BLING.

the main character, Dr Frank-N-furter has a really nice voice too.
so nice and husky.
mmm :)
but hes like 65 year old now. lol.
THE MOVIE WAS IN 1975 LET ME REMIND YOU! pfft.

follow the candles on the floor.
make your way to my door.
let me fit my hand with yours.
baby if you find me, im all yours.

random random, pretty tessel

2011-02-21T21:26:00.003+08:00

for an odd reason i feel like blogging hahaha :)
well today is feb 21st. monday.
last night i watched an amazing movie called My Name Is Khan.
its so good i cried so much till i couldnt breathe and i was like chocking.
i did start laughing at myself actually.
and now im about to laugh at myself cause it feels like im talking to myself in my own mind..

anywho little doo (wtf? lol)
school has been pretty crazyish. year 12.
the different between year 11 and year 12.. i thought it would be like form 4 to form 5. i was so wrong.
im like in class sitting in class with my mind blown into juice thinking what on earth is going on.
and then im like "why did i take this course?!!?! SIGH!" hahah
but i know its good for me.. ish. i think? haha

other random thing, right now im listening to Project Wakeup by I See Stars.
itunes ftw :)
they're going to be at Soundwave.
another odd thing, im not THAT into all these bands that my wonderful best friend, Tasha, has "educated" me but if i go to soundwave, ill be able to see all these bands shes introed me to except for piece the veil. the only who i actually listen to. hahahah.
lets see which bands will be at soundwave that ive recently heard of -ish.
I See Stars
Asking Alexandria
Mayday Parade
All That Remains
Bring Me The Horizon
We The Kings

okay i lied. i only know... wait. i meant i only HEARD like one of their songs ish?
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.

oh im going to be in a rowing competition.
another random thing hahaha.
went for my first lesson yesterday.
coach things im good i guess. i dont want to jinx it :( :S
but she asked if i row for my school or something hahahaaha
coolass.

and i like watching glee. i dont follow it but whenever i watch it, i get all giggly. heheh :)
like just now when the boys were singing in the gap store. hehe.

it feels like its late but everytime i look at the time, its like not even 10pm. -.-
its only 9:46pm now.
i should drink my ice lemon tea. lipton ice lemon tea thank you very much.
it sucks compared to the other brand.. er.. seasons?
something like that lah but they only have lipton here in perth so make due lah.

okay heres a section of a convo im having with dearest i-ven.
my mind has been blown once again hahaha. :

the hawkman/hawkwoman story is damn sad

the originals were prince khufu and princess shayara

21:45

huh?

hawkman?

apetu?

21:46

omg

you're such a depreived child

anyway just listen

they're superheroes

the originals were ancient egyptians

but a dark sorcerer cursed them.

they were married and absolutely in love

they were cursed to forever lose and find each other in different lives

its like

always having to find each other in diff lives err

soul mates n shit

the current hawkman has already lost shayara

but earlier in a couple of episodes

he had a dream about her

and that dream lets him know that the time to leave this current life

and join her in the next one is close

see.. mind blowing. i told you so.

to finish this blogpost,
heres the link of Justin Bieber getting shot in CSI. LOL :P
click HERE.

stuck on you

2010-12-24T12:10:00.002+08:00

gooood afternoon!
the sun is up and i hear... crickets. not birds.
its now friday i think. why yes. yes it is.
im back home in malaysia :)
i arrived wednesday afternoon and guess who came to the airport?!
fahmi & faishal :)
guess who picked me up?
tasha & athira :)

i <3 them.
lets try that again.
i ♥ them.

so i went to the beach last friday for nearly 3 hours with sonya and her sister.
and guess what?!?
i was BURNT.
like really burnt.
till i got those blister bubbles on my back.
crazy right?
lesson : wear LOTS of sunblock and reapply every hour or so.

now im shedding skin like a reptile.
not so nice.
it looks.... weird.
ive never actually gotten a sunburnt.

oh and have you heard of the unicorn game?
its this awesome game on my mum's ipad.
i heard theres a darker version of it.
same game but just with a black unicorn?? hahahah and theme song is more of screamo ish.
anywho, i think its called UNICORN HD.
best game yet. hahaha

whats up beeeetches?!

2010-12-15T00:37:00.002+08:00

well hello :)
so i just randomly decided to blog.
im in like such a good mood hahah. everything doesnt seem perfect buts in place.
i have my friends and my family. i have people whom i can trust and be honest with.
i dont have enemies. wait no. i dont think i have enemies.
i dont have a special someone but it feels pretty good to see others happy with who their with :)

im currently on holidays and its been good so far actually.
friday evening after school i went to Sally's party.
it was more of an Asian gathering. my first asian gathering here in perth.
it was pretty funny actually. i had hell loads of fun. i cant wait till she posts the photos up! :D
theres this photo of me dribbling a basketball in my heels. looks hell cool. hahahah
imma dp it!!
but i didnt really see it properly so ifs its bad im just gonna stick with my dp now which is a photo i took this afternoon with kieran after i curled his hair LOL.

saturday, came back from sonya's house then had a driving lesson they just chilled.
sunday, jess, jan and i went to a 'Fun Day'. basically like a carnival. took videos of us on rides.
theyre up on fb. pretty funny hahah.
monday, went to watch harry potter 7 and narnia then i followed sonya back to her house then i went back to the galleria, driving lesson then back home.
tuesday.. today.. lochlan came over.
he took out his mini laptop and sat at the dining table.
the jess came with her laptop and sat up her "camp" next to lochlan.
so i took out my laptop and sat up my "camp" on the other side to lochlan hahahah.
then we called kieran to come over too though facebook. he brought his laptop too and he sat camp opposite lochlan.
it looked like a total geek fest/party. funniest shit ever. hahahah legit babes.

lochlan and kieran are coming over tomorrow too! woots :D
cant wait. so fun.
we even made pudding today! hahah
and cooked some instand noodles and indo mee.
oh and pasta for dinner. good shitzz.

i have work tomorrow at 5.
i actually cant wait. im pretty excited hahaah.
i really need the money. lols.
all my money has disappeared. i actually have less than 100 bucks in totally including all my savings. like DAYUM.

looking at my cbox, a certain someone likes it when i mention her name..
so JI SOO..
i was reading your blog and i saw your post titled "this one is for you bitch!"
i have to say i apologize that i didnt get to get the whole thing..
i was like damn.. too much hatred for me at the moment. hahahah.
but i pretty much understand and if im right, i think i have an idea who the messages for.

8 DAYS TILL I COME HOME!! wait no.
7 BITCHESSSSSSSSSSS. :)
are you happy? cause i am!

something random i read on wiki is that some of 2pac's ashes were mixed with marijuana and smoked by members of Outlawz.
but according to durrell, its not possible so.. i donno.. hahaha
well his pretty smart at things like this.
he explained it and it totally blew my mind.
im not capable or repeating whatever he said. basically, ashes cant be burnt so you cant smoke it.. yeah.. hahaha

alright. im really tired now.
i have been sleeping early and iver been waking up early.
my eyes have begun to twitch. gosh gosh.

lots of love,
JADE :) xx

celebration! it my 300th post!

2010-11-14T19:37:00.002+08:00

wasssssssupp? :)

well ji soo tagged in this note she posted on facebook so i copied it and doing it here since i didnt want to tagged a bunch of people on facebook.

hardy har har.

The ABCs!

A- Available: im ridin' solo! :P

B- Birthday:23rd September 1993

C- Crushing on: your dad ;)

D- Drink you last had: orange and mango mineral water.

E- Easiest person to talk to: close/best friends :)

F- Favorite song at the moment: raise your glass by pink and down on me by jeremih feat 50 cent

G- Geeky: can be cute??

H- Hometown: MALAYSIA TRULY ASIAAAAAAAA

I - In Love With Someone?: sorry not at the moment.

J - Juggle?: er no really. 2 yeah :D 3? really slowly.

K - Killed Someone- hell yeah! on GTA :P

L - Longest Car Ride- has to be recently at camp. the car ride was at least 7 or nearly 8 hours long.. crazy.

M- Milkshake flavor: chocolate banana, mmmmmm x)

N- Number of siblings: dos. TWO.

O- One Wish: if i told you, it wouldnt come true :)

P- Person you called last: by voice or by phone? hahah by voice, jess. by phone, emma.

R- Reason to Smile: everything :D :)

S- Song you last heard: down on me, heheh.

T- Time you woke up: well i kindda woke up at 8.10 ish but laid around half awake on the bed till 8.30

U- Underwear color: black and white. STRIPES.

V- Vegetable(s): i just had some! wait. salads and veges are the same right?! :P

W- Worst habits: eating. HAHA er, signaling without looking the mirror/blind spot while driving.. being totally lame and blur when im trying not too haha.

X- X-Rays you've had most recently: a year ago? or so.. for my australian p.r.

Y- Yoyo: i used to love my bumble bee yoyo. it was so smooth. i loved the feel hahaha. funny how it used to make you look so cool if you played with it hahaha

Z- Zodiac sign: liBRA.

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number: 1 or 3 or 5 or 7 or 9 lol or 23.

What color do you wear most: white. school uniform hahah

Least favorite color: ahh crap. er.. i donno. human skin colour? wth i really dont know

What are you listening to? the voice in my head reading this.. and the telly.

Are you happy with your life right now: you always need to be happy with what you have :)

What is your favorite class in school: lunch? hahah. well since we changed classes and all, maybe maths or p.e. or maybe.. just maybe.. psychology.

Who is your best friend: you mean who are my best friendSSSSSSSSSS? heeheh x) they know who they are.

Are you outgoing: i guess so.

Favorite pair of shoes: converse?

Can you dance?: i can do the chicken dance!

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: im working on it :P

Can you whistle: yeah, but sometimes i need to blow a little for a while?? ahahah like sometimes you need to let the engine of a car warm up before you can drive with it

Cross your eyes: i just did it just now before dinner haha

Walk with your toes curled: i do it all the time when i feel like the floor is dirty lol

Do you believe there is life on other planets: yeah. theres bacteria on mars and bacteria is pretty much life too hahah

Do you believe in miracles: sometimes..

Do you believe in magic: i believe in magic tricks hhah

Love at first sight: nah. not really. but i do believe in like at first sight :P

Do you believe in Satan: *shivers* hahahah wait. its suppose to be hot

Do you believe in Santa: i believe theres a guy whos fat and has a beard in lapland but i dont think he makes and sends presents to kids everywhere.

Do you know how to swim: i dont drown

Do you like roller coasters: defo YES.

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality show: eating crickets are things like that? oooohh heeeeelllll nooo.

Have you ever been on a plane: LOVE planes.

Have you ever asked someone out: er, ive told people ive liked them but i didnt exactly ask them out.

Have you ever been to the ocean: ive been over the ocean haha

Have you ever painted your nails: which girl hasnt? -.-

THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside: cold

What radio station do you listen to: english stations that play good songs or songs that im in the mood for.

What was the last restaurant you ate at: subway? hahahah

What was the last thing you bought: last thing i bought was coco pops, baby food, ice cream, yogurt, easy mac (mac and cheese), marshmallows.. lol.

What was the last thing on TV you watched: im watching tv right now haha. right now, im watching the macbook air advert.

THE WHOS

Who was the last person you IM'd: brandon.

Who was the last person you took a picture of: not myself? hahah er jess then i think.

Who was the last person you said I love you to: faishal :)

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: LOL yes. ven should know :P

Ever cried yourself to sleep: yeaaaah.

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: yeaaah.

Ever cried over the opposite sex: ... yeaaah. hahaha

Do you cry when you get an injury: well, doesnt it hurt? hahah sometimes i do cry cause im laughing so hard about how i was hurt hahah

Do certain songs make you cry: er.. erm.. no? but my mom was once describing a song and i cried.. with her.. HAHAHA ji soo knows xP

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: of course :)

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: dark brown.

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: REECE PLUMBING SHIRT. hahah its grey with dark dark darrrk blue sleeves.

Pants: black 3/4.

Shoes: none :)

Necklaces: i have bracelets.. why dont you ask me about bracelets?! lol

Underwear: i told you already! black and white stripes!

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: doesnt really matter? but i would LOOOOOOOVE green eyes xD

Short or long hair: not like over the shoulders or anything like that.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been to jail: in monopoly, yeah.

Mooned someone: HELL YEAH. lol

Thought about suicide: once when i was much younger.

Laughed so hard you cried: like 2 mins ago hahaha

Cried in school: yeaah...

Thrown up in a store: dont think so.

Wanted to be a model: lol yeah i guess

Seen a dead body: on csi! :P

Been on drugs: yeah! panadol.. advil.. hahah

Gone skinny dipping: noooo...

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: pepsi twist! :D

McDonald's or Burger King: burger king here in really yummy.

Single or Group Dates: depends i guess.. group dates would be much more fun.

Chocolate or Vanilla: usually chocolate but when i feel like ive been having lots of chocolate, ill go with vanilla.

Strawberries or Blueberries: i like strawberry jam

Meat or Veggies: both are good for you :)

TV or Movie: foxtel! hahaha its movie in tv with no ads! win-win! hahahah

Guitar or Drums: dayum, both are equally hot

Adidas or Nike: converse hahaha

Chinese or Mexican: mexican in china.

just an ordinary update

2010-11-06T02:13:00.002+08:00

hao.
its 2:16 in the morning. technically, its saturday already.
i would usually be asleep by now because i would have to wake up early but not this week. tomorrow, im working the night shift instead of the afternoon one.

i should really change my blog url.
i mean.. it states Jades THE Bitch, but really... am i?
more like Jades THE Dumbass or Retard or Pussy or maybe Jade Has No Balls. i think that would be pretty accurate and truthful.
jadehasnoballs.blogspot.com
naiceee.

well you all know the story.. besides DEANA.. NAHLA.. OMAMA.. lol

im on the phone with ji soo now.
how nice.
love you! :P

i was going to write so much but i guess im not. lol

i just ate a kit kat

2010-10-26T21:07:00.007+08:00

bleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh :D + :P
yeah. i was aiming for that face i do, the one where my mouth is opened and my tongue is sticking out to the side? but i kinda cant do that through this. hahah

anywho, yay! im blogging!
recently when i went for that camp i told you guys about.. i brought cookies!
and i just HAD to post up how many cookies i had.

thats a lot of cookies huh? hahah
they werent really good anyways.
they were kinda over baked, hence, all free :P

and here's some pictures from the royal show of some funky ass birds and chickens!
go nuts.

gorgeous arent they?
what about a ferris wheel??
.. with a camel in front of it..

BREAKING NEWS ! ! !
remember last summer (upper half of the earth) or last winter (lower half of the earth) when the FIFA World Cup was happening?! and everyone heard of the coolest octopus in the world?!
thats right. PAUL the octopus!
he DIED.
aint that crazy?! he was gonna turn 3 in January!

something new, i think i might want to get a tattoo! lol
ive always thought it was cool but im just kinda scared.
then again, some i think are just gorgeous.
like my aunt has like butterflies on her foot. its so pretty.. specially with the soft baby colours.
mmmmm, i like.
maybe ill get one.. one day.
my mum said after 21. PFFT. i could get one from a year from know if i wanted too hahah
but i donno man.

so see that face on that girl's arm?
well see that chick at the back? shes Kat Von D.
and thats her bro, Michael. hahaha the guy in the photo.
i thought it would be cool to get like my bro and sis too hahaha a funny photo like that though!

OCTOBER is spelt with an OCTO - like octopus.

2010-10-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

ohmygod. HIIIIIIIIIIII!! :)
well yeah this blog will LIVE!
lets see. i decided to suddenly blog cause ji soo was telling me about her blogpost, then i saw deana's blog.. then i was like hmm, i should blog.

little facts thats been happening since.. a long time.. lol
okay. lets start! :D its not going to be in order just so you know.
one. im currently doing my final exams! *squeek* just had my maths this morning. still have physics, human bio, media and psychology to go. fml.
two. i went on a school camp recently! a week ago :D its the Bush Rangers camp. sounds pretty gay though haha but nah, it was hell fun. Steele and i were the only people from one year who went. the rest were like year 9 & 10s. i mixed in with the year 9s and 10s pretty well haha. prolly my mental age. hahah
three. im 17 now! coolass.
four. ive had driving lessons! which was awesome. just havent had a class in like weeks cause my poor cool teacher, Graham, had a heart attack and his in hospital :( so ill be resuming my class after my exams with another guy named Joe.
five. i went to the Perth Royal Show. it. is. friggin. awesome. its like a fun fair! an expensive one. lol hahaha but its mainly abotu show bags that you can buy. i only bought like 2 show bags i think? yet i spent about $250. which is like RM750. then again i went twice! heheh
six. a guy who lived a few houses away was shot the other day. he died yesterday morning at hospital. he was shot at the head :S hes a father of two..
seven. i nearly told er.. (thinks of a nick name).. i nearly told MR.DINOSAUR i liked him. but due to the fact that our world revolves on money.. the line cut cause i had insufficient credit. bastards.
eight. MR. CHOPS is nuts. ive never seen a guy whos so despo to be in a relationship with me. than gain ive never seen anyone who wanted to be in a relationship with me.. minus one.
lol. but seriously. this dude is pretty nuts man. funny if he read this. cause that would mean he stalked me pretty badly and found my blog.
nine. i miss malaysia so bad.
ten. 57 days till i come home! ill be around for like 44 days i think. shit. x)
eleven. i paid 20 bucks at the royal show for psychic tarot reading. hahah it was pretty cool. basically, i will love sex. once i got a taste of it i will want more. money will be coming to be. a man will appear in my life soon. if im not careful i will become conspicuous (sleep around).
twelve. ive been watching gossip girl. im at season three though.. slowly catching up.
thirteen. those who know.. you know about the younger guy who likes me. i think its adorable. hahah hes so sweet. he comes up with the sweetest-not-freaky lines. he just said this "me being without you in my life is like a nerd without braces, A shoe without laces, aSentenceWithoutSpaces" oh oh look! "i did that deliberately for you" i told you hes sweet!
fourteen. i just found out that bitch and whip rhymes.
fifteen. i have an itouch! not the latest one though :( i bought mine a week before the new one came out. i didnt know! if not i wouldve waited! gosh :( but im still loving mine :D new baby! heheh

Well well well :) the day I decide to blog.. I discover that I'm unable to blog via an itouch.. But I can type in the title. This will do. nomorespace

2010-10-06T00:45:00.003+08:00

2010-10-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

cause you're amazing just the way you are :D

post #292

2010-05-29T14:01:00.003+08:00

GOSH FAISHAL! SABAR LAH! :P
look at my cbox. hahaha someone wrecked much!

so anywho, its saturday.
i have work in 2 hours!
but in about 5 hours, 2586 miles away, 24 degrees west of north, you guys will be prom-ing your guts out!
have a friggin good time and tell me about it tomorrow!!
i cant wait to see the pictures!!
*very excited happy face*

when i see the pictures i know im gonna feel like..
like i couldnt tell you guys how much i miss you all so so so so so much.
i dont care if you miss me or not cause i sure as hell miss all of you hahah :)

but not to worries (talking to myself)
I SHALL BE ON MALAYSIAN GROUNDS IN 33 DAYS!
its getting less and less.
like it feel likes only last week i was saying 50 days and two weeks ago i was saying 90 days.
just shows how fast time flies.
i hope time doesnt fly when im back! :(

i will cherish every moment. really will hahah.

i like chocolate. yum yum. heheheh
i love my friends. and my moms and my dads and my brother and my sister and my grandmas and grandpa, my cousins, my aunts, my uncles and the extended family.
DID YOU NOTICE MY GRAMMAR IN THAT?! hahahaha
moms and dads :P
lollollol. okthanksbye. xx

ahhhoooweeeecrapgobblegobblegobbbleheeeeoger.

2010-05-23T13:00:00.002+08:00

OH MY FRIGGIN GOD IM SO FULL.
I AM SO FRIGGIN FULL.

by the way, work was great! hahah
i worked for 7 hours in total yesterday.
from 9am till 4pm.
first day on the job and i come home with guess what?
okay this is for faishal, im sorry about the delay. this is what wanted to tell you..
i came home.. with..
a whole subway plastic bag FULL of subway cookies.
and like 3 fruit cakes but bleeh, they arent really my taste :P

ive been on like a subway cookie diet this weekend.
its crazy man.
im full of this :

... i feel sick.
exams tomorrow.
die.

comic book fun

2010-05-21T16:17:00.002+08:00

exams are in 2 days.
but.. life goes on :)
i miss home.

the countdown : 41 days

i think ive put too much "hearts" in my previous posts..

before i go, i need to say something.
i went to pump the tires of my aunt bikes just now.
first time.
i got frustrated in the beginning cause instead of putting air into the tire, i kept taking air out of the tire. lol

this is a snowman ☃

2010-05-20T21:52:00.004+08:00

did something happened in the past 7 days? no nothing much really.
why am i blogging? cause i feel like it.

well as you know from the previous post, i submitted my resume to subway and i went for an interview. but did you know i also went for a second interview? and also that im going for like a "training-trail-thing" this saturday?
they will judge me after a couple of shifts and if im good, they will keep me.
so hopefully im good enough! AHHHHHH. *crosses fingers*

its a thursday night.
i didnt have school today, neither having school tomorrow.
exams start next week.
which by the way is in like what? 3 days of study!?

THE TIME TABLE *insert dum dum duuuum* :
monday - english
tuesday - maths
wednesday - stay at home study
thursday - stay at home study
friday - physics

saturday - subway . rest . study .
sunday - stay at home study

monday - psychology
tuesday - human biology

wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday monday - holiday

...
..
.
by the way long story short, im grounded.
but fuck that shit.

OHMYGOD I JUST FOUND OUT ADAM HELMI WAS IN A MUSICAL.
WHOOOA. THATS SO FLIPPING COOL.
HES LIKE BILLY ELLIOT!
AAHA i mean.. i just didnt expect him to be in a musical. whoa.
its SO cool :p

speaking about musicals and stuff like that?
did you know that :
I REALLY REALLY LIKE GLEE.
I LOVE GLEE.
ask deana. she was skyping with me when i was watching glee.
its A W E S O M E ♥

bang bang boom!

2010-05-14T21:08:00.003+08:00

have you ever notice this?
when we introduce ourselves we say "i'm *insert name here*"
for example : "hi. i'm Jade."
we never say it properly. instead of I'M, say I AM.
for example : "hi. i AM Jade." ... "now bow down to get and lick my shoe."

i love the post below this post.
just saying :) ♥

oh oh! yesterday after school i rode the bike to Norander.
submitted my resume to subway.
just now in the evening, they called me to ask when im available.
about an hour after that they called again to ask me to come by tomorrow morning at 9 AM for an interview.
COOOOOOOOOL :)
the lady was like "is that too early?"
and i was like "no no no!" hahaha actually it is kindda early but THAT JUST SHOWS YOU HOW MUCH I WANT THE JOB EH? lol

if youre wondering about to hungry jacks job..
they called my aunt this evening just before subway called me.
screw hungry jacks man.
so.. god, where to start?
they sure as hell dont know how the hell to function properly.
my aunt wanted to just tell off the lady :P
asking me to work up to like 12:30am on the weekend.
crazy. go suck my balls man hahaaha jokes.
i rather go lesbian than let her suck my balls if i had one.
(LUCKILY I DONT HAVE BALLS THEREFORE I WONT GO LESBIAN)
seriously. just eeeeew. to the max.

winter is coming up!
more like it arrived early. its friggin cold in the mornings now!
today was the record. lowest was 3degrees! highest was 19 degrees.
but yesterday seemed colder even if it was 19 degrees too but you see, today the sun was up.
and when the sun is up, its so nice and warm (if youre under the sun).
its weird. you stand in the shade its like cold. the sec the sun touches your skin, you can feel the suns warmth.
hahahaah you gotta be here to experience it??

in the mornings..
I HAVE SMOKEY BREATH!!
you know what i mean?
like you breathe out and you see smoke?! how cool is that! :P
like genting HAHA. not really that cool if you compare it to that.
lets rephrase that.
like LONDON. ooooooh yeaah, i dig that :D

COUNTDOWNS :
✍ tests in 3 days
☹ exams in 9 days - HOLYSHIT 9 DAYS?! I DIDNT KNOW THAT!!!!!?!?!!
☞ coming home in 47 days ☜

PEBBLES.

2010-05-07T03:59:00.002+08:00

HI JADE! LOVE YOU JADE! :D

FAHMI AND FAISHAL WERE HERE :P

i love you more-from faishal.
i love her (one divide by zero) :P -from fahmi :D
at least i didnt make her leave malaysia- from faishal :)

nuff said.

☛ everything happens for a reason..

2010-04-22T20:15:00.004+08:00

I say high, you say low
You say why, and I say I don't know
Oh, no
You say goodbye and I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello
Hello, hello
I don't know why you say goodbye
I say hello

I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU SAY GOODBYE, I SAY HELLO ♥

man i havent blogged in a while.
i guess its safe to say i wont be blogging much. only blogging like once in 2 weeks?
hahaha oh well.

holidays have ended.
second term of school has begun.
its good cause i wont be lazying around anymore hahah there will be something to do! yes. go to school.
sad cause its getting closer and closer to exams. meeeeh :(

its getting colder now. did i tell you that? :P

whats cool about here is that i can wear long socks! hahahah
like up to my knee kinda socks.
hehehe when i wear them i feel so ASIAN!
well most like japanese :P
no! not racist! just saying cause you know lah... japanese school girls. long socks. short skirt. heheheh.

oh. my wisdom tooth is growing. it hurts.
not unbelievably but it kindda hurts a lil.
bloody hell man :(

IM GONNA BE A CHEF THIS COMING SUNDAY AND MONDAY!
so after those days when i person asks me about my facebook name, i aint gonna say its for fun.
im gonna be more like CAUSE I AM!
hahahaha
this coming sunday and monday i'll be helping out for the Innerwheel Club.
its the SAUSAGE SIZZLE!
thats what they call it here. back home, we call it hot dogs. HAHA :P
they dont call it hot dog here cause sausage sizzle = more healthy.

yup yup. thats all.
69 days left till HOME!

xx

2010-04-07T01:41:00.003+08:00

GOOD MORNING! its moon is up and its 1:45 in the morning!
now read that again in those radio morning talk show host voices hahaha :P

well im currently on holidays. just started.
another 2 weeks to go.
most people are ecstatic about having holidays.. not here.
nope.
not when youre in perth hahaha.

so today (tech yesterday) i went to watch HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON in 3D.
it was coooooool!
damn cute!
i want a pet called toothless now :P
naming something toothless when it has razor sharp teeth.
naming something bald when its fluffy.
naming something blind when its an owl. LOL :D

gosh i love entertaining myself..

so i was on twitter.. YES I WAS ON TWITTER..
and i came across something.
thought it was pretty funny.
its another version of a movie.
wait. thats wrong.
its just like a parody of a movie cover.
DOES THAT MAKE SENSE AT ALL?

original :

parody :

loling.

well nothing else to blog.
i have twitter : JADE'S TWITTER.

i'm not fat, i'm fluffy!

2010-03-27T02:21:00.006+08:00

whatup my amigos and my chikas!!

its currently 2:22am, SATURDAY MORNING!

not feeling really tired cause i slept in the evening. couldnt stay awake at all.

i just knocked out when i laid on the couch hahaha.

ONE week of school left and tadaa! term one is over.

its scary. and crazy. very.

i cant believe i just went through a whole term. feels like i just came here like 2 weeks ago.

so in 364 days... guess what will be happening?

my school ball.

yes. ball. not prom.. ball.

sounds damn fancy huh? :)

in about 5 months, we'll be having our mocktail!

its like a cocktail party but without alcohol so its mocktail.

thursday night we had out year 11 river cruise.

that was hell cool!

seriously.

we either had to dress as a fictional character or dress to impress.

i was erm.. hippie-ish i guess. like during the Austin Powers period.

had a big peace sign had jess and i made to wear as a necklace.

had yellow high heels... which i only lasted an hour or so in.

after that i changed into my oh-so-comfy-gladiators :D

the ferry ride lasted 2.5 hours i think.

we get to eat subway and/or dominos pizza. *drool* :P

there were like 3 floors?

3rd floor doesnt really count since it was only the toilets and like a small kitchen.

the main floor was the dance floor with the dj panel. AWESOME!

go up one floor and it was like a 1/4 the size of the normal floor length cause its just for the food. go up again and theres like tables and chairs.

anywho. main floor. the dancefloor is where everyone was at practically for the whole night.

even the ceiling was cool! had lights!!! LOL.

what i thought was so cool was when how some songs came up and everyone knew the dance for it. hahaha

for example, 'Time Warp' from the movie 'Rocky Horror Picture Show'.

thanks jess for showing me the movie a couple of weeks ago. cause if not i wouldnt have know it.. and wouldve been left out :P

i dont think people in kl wouldve done this cause i dont think this show is well known in kl.

you HAVE to watch it. even the song is nice! :D

when i come back to kl i expect at least one of you to know this dance so i can do it with you! hahahaah that would be funny.

AHH CANT WAIT TO COME BACK! less than 100 days! :P

about 95 days to go! ALRIGHT BABY!

sonya showed me this.

this is part one.

you are going to laugh your asses off. seriously.

just keep watching.

after 6:15, i start laughing my ass off.

after watching all 5 parts, i could em abs forming. AHAHAHAH

im sure you know what i mean.

just so you know, about the title for the post.. watch the video above this and you'll get it :)

geez, give it a rest will ya?!

2010-03-15T21:51:00.002+08:00

guess what. im actually starting to use short forms when i write.

i hate it but its slowly happening... automatically..

since ive been here ive come to realized and appreciate something.

loneliness.

well i wouldnt call it that but some might.

just because im sitting alone, waiting for class to start, it doesnt mean im a loner not an antisocial person.

its just that i never really got "quiet time" ever.

i day dream more here.

dreaming the impossible. dreaming the possible. dreaming the maybes. dreaming the ifs.

life is never fair just so you know.

its funny. it might look hell good for some and not for others.

but not everyone has the same thing.

like someone might have more money. another might have more happiness. and another might have more love.

i feel as if before you were born, you were given like a list on what you wanted to most.

just like how some say before you were born, you chose your parents.

i gotta say, maddox and the other kids made a really good choice.

having brad pitt and angelina jolie as parents. WOW! :P

anyway enough of all that.

its the 15th night. - 10:30pm

lets make countdowns!

10 hours

school starts.

4 days

weekend! - skyping with the twins!

10 days

river cruise

108 days

malaysia! :D

it was pretty chilly today.

tomorrow the highest will be 25 Celsius.

OOH LALA, i cant wait :D

so niceeeee. hahaha i guess.

should i wear my jumper? that would be kindda nice but i have sports.

which means i gotta bring my p.e. clothes.

eesh, too many things to bring. jumper also berat. dei!

I NEED SUGGESTIONS PLEASE!

the first assignment for media has finally been completed and passed up! :D

now grace and i gotta start working on the second assignment.

we gotta make a music video! LOL.

so i need suggestions on songs.

wish i had nahla with me for this. gosh x)

time falls away, in these small hours, these little wonders, these twists and turns of fate. ♥

hazelnut feeling :)

2010-03-07T18:33:00.002+08:00

oh dear blog, its nice writing to you again :))

so its a sunday evening. 6.37pm to be exact.

my aunty just went outside to throw out the rubbish...

the birds outside are very loud. hahahah :P

as ven calls me, i am now a "movie buff".

i watch movies way to often. way to much.

today i went to the galleria with jess and brandon.

we watch ALICE IN WONDERLAND IN 3D.

when we came home, we watched THE DUCHESS.

last night we watched :

REMEMBER THE TITANS , FEARLESS (JET-LI) , BODY TO BODY (FRENCH) , ALICE IN WONDERLAND (older version & i slept 1/3 or 1/4 through) hahahah.

told you i watch way too much movies here.

friday evening, jess and i played lacrosse!

well picture this.

a bunch of male pros and 4 girls. 2 girls are pro. the other to girls have never played it before.

yes. im calling myself a noob :P

well i did get the ball actually. but still sucked my ass off. seriously.

i had about 4 chances to score a goal.

4 chances. 3 either went to the side or above the goal. 1 went straight to the goalie's net.

what can i say? im a noobie :))

if you dont know what im talking about, heres a picture.

paid 10 dollars for it. but guess what?! pay 10 for 4 sessions!

didnt know what until after we played. so jess and i will be going to the sessions on friday evenings for the next 3 weeks.

from there we'll decided if to do it as a sport.

im putting my mind into it cause there's no handball.

there's basketball but im not really into that.

i think i was in basketball in maz cause... hello?

school is small which equals to very few girls who do sports.

which gives a easier chance to get into the team.

you know what im saying here? hahahah

i think i should go for a walk even if its turning 7pm in like 9 mins. oh no 8 mins now.

yes. i like being detailed.

anywho, i got a formspring.

click here.

another 18 days till the river cruise.

jess and i are prolly going as pirate radio host/vjs

or in other words, 1966 costumes like in the movie THE BOAT THE ROCKED.

if you havent seen it, im telling you.. WATCH IT!

okay toodles me darling loves :)

my mi goreng brings all the asians to the yard and they're like, ni hao ma!

2010-03-01T21:03:00.003+08:00

top pick up line :

"do you do science?"

"no.."

"cause i'm feeling the chemistry."

ahahaha i thought that was so adorable.

well well.. its official. a month of school has passed.

ITS THE FIRST OF MARCH!

happy 1st of march?

no no no.. happy labour day!

people here actually celebrate it.

yup, didnt have school today :)

half the kids here were prolly at soundwave.

thats where my cousin and her boyfriend and their friends went.

couldve gone but nah.

it wouldnt be the same without my other half groupie/stalker.. tasha :))

oh guess what, we got a dog.

same kindda breed as the previous dog.

well its just for trial.

his name is.... shit. i keep forgetting it -.-

i keep thinking its debbie for some reason.

dei.

its starts with a D...

deana.. no.. HAHAH KIDDING! LOVE YOU DEANA! :P

if i remember it, ill type it.

i dont wanna ask my aunt cause ive asked for at least 3 times.

kesian the dog :P

well recently theres been those fan pages on facebook to do with that song "milkshake".

i have to say.. they are funny.

heres what ive got :

My Shisha Brings All The Arabs To The Yard, And They're Like MASHALLAH!

My schnitzel brings all the Germans to the yard, and they're like guten tag

My pokemon bring all the boys to the yard they're like, you wana swap cards

Tesco brings all the mums to the yard &theyre like "Do you hav a clubcard?"

My magic brings voldermort to the yard, and i'm like that's hurting my scar

My sushi brings all the Japanese to the yard, and they're like, konnichiwa

My wallet brings all the Jews to the yard

Bieber brings all the girls to the yard, they're like can you even get hard

if you didnt know who bieber is.. its justin bieber.

he's cute lah. hahahah damn comel. cute like kid cute not like sexually or anything O.o

awkward.

some people just suck up so much its unbelievable.

they go all like oh, i dont like her and shit but in the end they become new bffs with the people they "hate".

and its even dumber to deny it when its all over facebook.

hello? live feeds dumb dumb.

i posted up new pictures on facebook.

yaaay? :P :)

i got a new dp too!

and i have a new-er one yet to put up but not yet... since the new dp was just up yesterday.

gotta wait. you know what i mean? lol.

i need to go buy some lipgloss or lipstick for a change.

hahaha.

and my lotion should be finished soon so... need to buy another one of that too.

omg.

i need more money.

i need a job.

will someone please get back to me about giving me a job.

dear god,

you know me. you know what i wanna say.

lots of love.

amen.

dumb shit.

2010-02-28T21:49:00.005+08:00

WHOA WHOA WHOA.

WHATS GOING ON IN MAZ?

whats with this t-girl blog thing?

i have to say.. it is entertaining..

but do know your limits.

HAHAHA, wow.

guess what now, theres a t-guy.

seriously.

same blog url but instead of girl its guy.

i think i know who the guy is.. its kindda obvious..

anyway, weekend just passed.

AND I WONDER WHAT I DID THAT WAS SO BAD... ooooooooooo... -.-

i bonded with bryna and sonya.

i slept over at bryna's house and the next day i hung out with sonya in the city.

omg, im so bad ass -.-

stupid shit.

keeping pace ♥

2010-02-26T23:54:00.001+08:00

when i walk in, i just want to look down.

i dont dare keep my chin up.

cause i know if i did, you would see my spastic smile i try to hide :)

youre always so close, yet so far.

i dont want to jump in and intrude yet i dont want to lose you.

whenever its a good day, i go home with a happy face.

youre the cause of my happiness.

the 100 fireflies within me.

you know whats funny?

we're so judgmental.

for example, if i bus driver in kl called you a sweetie.. you would think he was weird or a prev.

but if a bus driver in perth called you a sweetie.. you would think "awwh, hes so nice or sweet".

you know what i mean?! :P

its so true.

i want to go shopping so badly.

but im afraid ill use up all my money :(

im afraid.

i can only use up max $5 a day in school.

i pack my own break. my own water.

yet..... i donno.

$5 = RM15

seems alot? NOT.

just buying water is $2, milk $2-3, etc etc.

its expensive if you convert it.

yeah water is $2 but you can refill it for freeeeeeee.

we drink tap water here. cause its actually clean! :D

dude. i never drank so much in my life.

i can drink up to 3 bottles of water in school alone.

about 2 litters in 6.5 hours.

i have to pee like crazy in school, thats the sad part =.=

i fee like i have to piss after every/before each class.

i need to tame my bladder. lol

im staying over bryna's magazine house tomorrow.

i call it the magazine house cause her home really does look like the homes in mags.

seriously :P

then sunday afternoon ill be meeting up with sonya in the city :D

siape siape siape kerja pada hari ahad? kat bandar....

HAHAHAHAHAHAA x)

ive been having weird and SUPER awesome dreams lately.

im so not complaining.

so far ive been dreaming non stop for 5 days in a row :D

from weird dreams to do with dragon rings to awesome dreams to do with er.. romance?

hahaha yes. such a girl :P

To dream that you are riding a bus, implies that you are going along with the crowd. You are lacking originality and are taking no control over where your life is taking.

To see a school bus in your dream, suggests that you are about to venture on a life journey needed for your own personal growth.

i added both buses cause i wasnt sure which one. i mean it seemed like a normal bus but it was like a school field trip. so normal bus yet the people in it were people from school.

To dream that you are holding hands with someone, represents your connection with that person. Your dream may also reflect anxieties about losing touch with him/her or that you are drifting apart.

To dream that you or others are smiling, signifies that you are pleased with your achievements and approve of the decisions you have made. You will be rewarded for the good things you've done for others. Alternatively, you may be seeking for something or someone that will make you happy.

To see a butterfly in your dream, denotes your need to settle down. Butterflies signify creativity, romance, joy and spirituality. You may be experiencing a transformation into a new way of thinking. Or you may be undergoing a transitional phase.

To dream of a kiss, denotes love, affection, tranquility, harmony, and contentment.

To dream that you have a crush on somebody, is a literal reflection of your attraction and fascination for that person. To see your crush in your dream, represents your current infatuation with him or her. If you find yourself thinking about him during the day, then it is understandable that his image will appear in your dream during the night. If you dream of your crush frequently, then your dream maybe be telling you that it is time to let this person know how you feel, especially if you are dreaming of him or her in a good way. Only good things can happen from you telling your crush. Even if he or she is not interested, at least you can move on and stop wasting time on him or her.

FRIDAY NIGHT.

2010-02-19T22:45:00.003+08:00

cause you're my bffmfl (did i get it right?)

and i miss you!

we could leave the light on..

2010-02-18T16:22:00.002+08:00

HELLO DEARS :))

well its now 4:22pm. got back from the swimming carnival at about 3ish..

yes. swimming carnival..

bloody hot mofo like whoa... just sitting down you sweat like a plate in a dishwasher.

you feeling me? hahah

but yeah.

got to the point where sonya and i just decided to jump into the pool.

the thing is, you cant just jump into the pool. you cant a "dip in the pool"..

you gotta take part in the competitions...

laugh.

so yeah theres 8 lanes.

which means 2 lanes per house.

oh just so you know im in o'connor.

i know ive mention that but i just wanna say it again?

hahaha

forest - red

o'connor - yellow

hackett - green

murdoch - blue

.. that was according to the winners of this year's swimming carnival.

(forest first, murdoch last)

GOING BACK TO THE STORY..

2 lanes per house..

guess what?

i came in 4th place! which means i helped earning my house 2 points. LOL.

oh did i mention that there wasnt enough swimmers for the breaststroke girls 50meters..

so i only competed with 3 other girls?

one of them was from my house.

so yeah.. i came in last -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

but i wasnt that far back okay!

but damn tiring man.

nak mampos.

Look me in the eyes and

Tell me that you wanna stay

It took me by surprise when she said

just for deana :))

2010-02-15T20:44:00.002+08:00

SEE D! IM BLOGGING FOR YOU!

cause i love you.. AWWWWWH! :P

so how are you?

how are all of you?!

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINES DAY AND CHINESE NEW YEAR! :)

ji soo, i miss you too!!

omg. that rhymes! coolio.

so hmm, i dont know what to blog!

oh im having something like a swimming gala on thursday.

should be fun i guess :)

im in YELLOW house.

RUMAH HELANG! GAGAH PERKASA(?) BILA DI PADANG, GAGAH SEKALI OH RUMAH HELANG.. MAJU KE HADAPAN. JANGANLAH GEN-TAH(?).. ohshit. i need to learn it again.

ooops?? :P

well yeah. my house name is O'CONNOR.

mistake me if im wrong but i think the symbol for o'connor is a dolphin.

yes. DOLPHIN. lol. thats how we roll yo :P

you know whats nice?

when you go on facebook and you see you have 48 notifications.

totally wtf and awesome at the same time :)

english test tomorrow.

FML FML FML.

we gotta write essay answers. you know what i mean?

shit man. at it should be over a page long.

minimum 2 fcking pages.

but 1 and a quoter is good too.

who cares about 1 and a quoter when i cant even write half a page! O.o

with love ;

2010-02-08T20:36:00.003+08:00

A N N A T A S H A S A I F O L

i miss you :(

and i cant wait to see when i come back!

NEWS :

since the mazians are prolly doing prom in june,

im not gonna come back in july.

so instead, ill come back in april.

sadly, people will be busy studying for their exams.

on the brighter side, ill be helping out around the house cause my family arent gonna be staying in pj anymore.

moving to mont kiara.

ooo, fancy.

IN OTHER NEWS :

valentines is coming. another 6 days. which is also chinese new year.

notice the full stop at the end, and no exclamation mark?

yes. not that excited since for the first time in history im not celebrating cny.

first time in at least 6 years i think.. not celebrating valentines.

then again for 5 years it was just friends sending flowers or whatever to friends.

and because ive got nothing else better to do and also because im so awesome :D :D :D ...

i shall write down a list of names of those who i miss.

NO. ITS NOT ACCORDING TO MY FAVS OR WHO I MISS MORE.

nahla, faishal, sonia, deana, omama, fahmi, jisoo, iven, mg, yazeed, aish, ikko, muf, chrys, anya, abdullah, navid, arsham, thet, osman, surya, faiha, rena, sooyeon, melissa, ester, hykarl, adil, amir, farouk, tasha, sadegh, arash, matin, michiko, sungmin, preet, sogol, ameer, kat, jeepu, chris, runa.. who else?..

tesha. (and of course all my other cousins)..

last but not least,

F A T J A S : farah. athira. tasha. amalina. sam.

RANDOM FACTS I'VE LEARNT WHILE WATCHING TELLY :

at the same time (estimate),0.7% of the worlds population are.. drunk.

every 3 mins, someone reports seeing what?.. a ufo.

40% of the american population has never done what?.. been to a dentist.

in a recent study, 40,000 australian women (found a majority) that they would rather lose their boyfriend than.. their mobile phones.

i find the last one totally amazing. i mean ARE YOU FOR REAL?!

what the hell man. seriously, what the hell.

& after all that, i still wish i was the one to wipe your sweat and make you chicken soup.

dont like it? read my url once more and get out.

2010-02-05T23:55:00.003+08:00

HOLY FUCK I CAANT STAND YOU ANYMORE!

YOU MOTHERFUCKING CUNT SHITASS FUCKING DICK MUNCHING FACE OF A FUCKING FUCKED UP DONKEYS SHIT ASSHOLE.

god! youre so damned!

YOU FUCKING SLUTTY ASS PIG STENCHED WHORE.
FUCK YOU BITCH!
FUCK YOU, YOU FUCKING BIMBOTIC FUCKED UP FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKER.

eeeeesh!
sepak your fucking face.
its not even pretty so theres no fucking harm done :)

YOU FUCKING FUCKED FUCKED FUCKED FUCKED UP LITTLE CHILD.
FUCK YOU!
FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING FACE OF RUNNY COLOURED DIARRHEA.
FUCK YOU.

I HAD NEVER HATED SOME ONE SO MUCH AS YOU!
no. thats wrong.
ive never really hated anyone so CONGRATS TO YOU BITCH!

DID YOU KNOW THERES A WHOLE GROUP OF PEOPLE WHO FUCKING NOT LIKE YOU?!
YOU BACKSTAB PEOPLE AND TAKE PEOPLE FOR GRANTED.
I HOPE THE GOVERNMENT COMES TO THEIR SENSES AND REALIZES YOURE TOO FUCKED UP TO BE IN MALAYSIA.

THATS RIGHT. I BROUGHT THE GOVERNMENT INTO IT.
CAUSE YOURE A FUCKING BITCH.
FUCK YOU NOW AND FOREVER.

even if you saved my life one day, FUCK YOU.
FUUUUUCK YOU.
i rather not be saved by YOU.

I HATE YOU SO GOD DAMN MUCH.
EVERYTIME A PERSON SAYS YOUR NAME I JUST WANNA FUCKING BASH THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR FUCKING FACE.
ILL SHOVE A FUCKING POLE UP YOUR FUCKING ASSHOLE AND VAGINA AND LEAVE YOU TO HANG THERE.

LORD HAVE MERCY ON YOU, BITCH.

AND JUST SO YOU KNOW, THIS IS NOT THE FUCKING END.
IM SO PISSSSSED OFF.
HOLY FUCKING HELL AN FUCK YOU!

so are you in?

2010-02-02T16:07:00.003+08:00

its been a week already.
just another 21 more weeks and ill be back.
holy shit. 21. thats right.

i miss malaysia a lot.
well no. i miss my friends so much.
i dont know what i would do just to see them.
feels like ages since ive talked to them. makes me really sad.
the only way to hear their voices is by watching the video on my camera that deana made.
its everyone saying bye bye. *sniff sniff*
& the only way i feel like im able to talk to you is by whispering into Antonio's ears.
in a weird way, i feel like you can hear me..

school was pretty alright i guess.
its big, colourful.
full of students.
i think this boy is UBER EFFING CUTE.
his name is troy :D
which reminds me of the movie "troy" which reminds me of "300" which reminds me of "SPARTANS!!!"
whooo. yeah! :P
he has bluish eyes :) brown wavy skateboyish hair :)
oh, and hes 12? 13? HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH.
LOL.
jessica's friend's younger brother. lol.
EPIC.

okay. i have to go do homework.
yes. jade. doing. homework. in one sentence :P
i wont or maybe i wouldve done it in school or in class but like....
theres seriously A LOT.
like whoa. wtf. :P

i miss you so much its turning my heart into a raisin.

you'll be forever chocking me cause youre my paramour

2010-01-30T23:27:00.004+08:00

as it beats, it pumps,

bittersweet red wine flows.

ill swim the ocean for you.

the ocean for you.

whoa, oh ~~kelsey~~.

i would do so much.

i wouldve done bad stuff.

but i will try to step a bit back cause i heard she makes you happy.

i want an itouch :(

2010-01-22T19:07:00.003+08:00

well im currently waiting for TASHA CONFORD to pick me up..

she said she'll be here in 30 mins.

that was at 5:45pm.

its now 7:11pm :P

yes. its raining. theres a massive jam.

shes stuck at the curve between my house and school.

where the water tank is if you know what im talking about hahah

its friday the 22sd of january.

im leaving in 5 days?

i would say 4 days cause im leaving at like what time on wednesday? lol

my flight will be at like 9-something in the morning.

so mum said i should be at kl central at about 7.15/7.30 am.

yuppers, im taking the train to the airport.

alone. nice kan?

leaving the country like that :P

actually it may be better. kindda cool.

tash said shell ask her mum if she can follow me. hopefully she can.

im gonna miss you :'(((((

maybe its for the better, but i wish it wasnt.

i guess i'll just say it was fun while it lasted :/

just dont end it like this..

you know i'll wait.

2010-01-21T22:02:00.003+08:00

OMG! IM BACK!

hahah well no. i just felt like saying that.

MY MAC IS BACK! :D

my baby :))

oh! and i just wiped it clean with 'CIF' aka gif/jif.

if you know what i mean.. hahah

its nice and clean and smooth now.

yippee?

just came back from the movies with ven.

watched LEGION.

it was one of those WTF?! movies.

another wtf?! movie is CASE 39.

i say 'why not?' to legion, but to case 39, dont bother.

seriously.

okay maybe watch it for the sake of watching a movie.

so you can actually just say that youve watched it.

do i make any sense?! O.o

ANYWHO,

its my last thursday in malaysia.. :(

school was er.. preetty okay? good? yeah..

well most of the time i would say it was good :))

one day over, one more to go.

whats gonna happen after that? :/

people ask, and ask.

i really dont mind.

i just wished i could just reply a 'yes', but nooooooo :P

IM OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO iCOPTER..

& I DONT EVEN OWN AN iTOUCH/iPHONE.

AWESOME?

so much more easier to understand, if we were sim characters :)

2010-01-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

its time. to blog. again :)

i feel like no one is blogging. its seriously sad.

only recently (which means less than how many days?!) deana has blogged.

followed by jisoo, who happened to blog about 30 mins ago?

at this moment i just lost my willingness to blog. thats sad.

im just yawning and yawning.

i have to shower. i need to shower. i must shower asap. right after this.

i dont have much time any longer.

so what are you waiting for?

i feel like i understand yet im going to deny it.

its better then believing and for it not happening.

im trying but youre not making it any easier.

so what are YOU gonna do about it?

if you say nothing, are you even a guy then?!

this smile comes with massive butterflies :)

2010-01-11T15:07:00.002+08:00

oh dear dear me.

second monday of the year.

first monday for school.

holey moley. i think i lost it :)

in a good way.

kat would say "DING!"

yes. inside joke? no. not really. if you see her doing the hand motions, you would clearly understand. no doubt.

GOOD SIGN? BAD SIGN?

i cant tell. (i am crossing my fingers hahah)

not sure? oh well..

that feeling i get, its been awhile.

its gonna cause me wrinkles. really :P

youre stiffening my face or something. lol

not just that.

the emptiness inside of me is being filled up.

filling up with insects that flutter.

yes. the butterflies.

to the girl who asked me a particular question that i answered no to,

i so do wish that i couldve giggled and said yes.

how im dying to.

HAHAHAH.

im not obsessed.

im not crazy.

its just a feeling any 4th grader would have :)

what the hell is going on with my 'pump'??

2010-01-08T14:45:00.002+08:00

how long has it been? i dont know.

which dates to count, i dont know.

i dont know what going on in there but im going to find out.

anyway, just wanted to update :)

im leaving in 19 days?

jesus. its getting shorter and shorter so damn fast.

thats 12 school days. wow. 3 just went passed. nothing much.

kindda sucked a lil.

i was picturing it different. maybe a little too different.

maybe not.

people seem to ask me about my plans on the 23rd.

i thought nothing. turns out i have something now.

on the 23rd evening/night, ill be at tesha's house.

im going to have like those farewell family dinner there.

so... yeah.

but ill still be free on the 24th :)

whats happening tonight, i dont know but please make it good..

im just a girl with a gate way in my mind.

i imagine. i picture. i see. i dream.

must i choose or can i have both? SLUT MUCH :D

2010-01-02T01:06:00.003+08:00

first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

its 2010 already omg.

oh oh! 2.1.10 (i just wanted to type the date for the first time this year)

i cant believe the days are passing by so fast.

like there just isnt enough time or something.

dayum.

just another 4 days till school starts!

I CANT FCKING WAIT, you have no idea.

im so excited!

making it worth while, every second, for the win.

yeah. for the win? idk but i feel like i say to the max too often..

so, FOR THE WIN! :P

congrats to my beloved cousin, TESHA, and JISOO!

as they have changed me into something new for 2010.

i am now...

korean-fanatic.

since last year (2009)..

i had my first asian celeb guy crush. HAHAHAHA.

omg. KIM HYUN JOONG!!!

asdfghjk.

warning before viewing the photos : MINE. yes. theres a mark on him that reads "PROPERTY OF JADE LIM PUI TENG" so shoo! you may drool over him with me but thats all. HAHAHA

of course except tesh and kimchi :)

gorgeous. wow. seriously.

just like my husband whos in london :P

douglas lee poynter. kim hyun joong. WHOOOOOOOOO :D

we have TONS of korean people in school but why NONE of them look like hyun joong?!

its depressing. i know.

watch him dance here. so cute. x)

some of you (GUYS) will prolly call it gay but screw you.

youre just jealous :)

♥

NotSureWhatTitleToPut

2009-12-25T22:44:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :)
its nearly boxing day already, just another 45mins heheh

so what did you all get for christmas?
*ji soo, dont comment on my cbox nothing cause i already know you dont celebrate xmas :P*

i never got so little things in my history of christmas.
i received a bag from my mum, jeans skirt from my aunt and a big box FULL of sweets and chocolates .. including a $20 Jay Jays gift card from my cousin and her boyfriend.
yup. thats all.
oh! i forgot. a got a lil pressie from aunty monica and uncle benard too.
well i wouldnt call it a pressie. just 'something'? hahaha
those tiny adorable paper bags, and inside were 2 small packs of bubble bath soup and some chocolates.
its really cute :)

so yeah.

IM COMING HOME IN 3 DAYS!
AHHHHH! x)

IM SO EXCITED! AND I JUST CANT HIDE IT!
IM ABOUT TO LOSE CONTROL AND I THINK I LIKE IT :)

hahahah yupers.

oh! not to forget..
to my loves,
please make time for me asap :P
so far my plans are :
28th - tesha.
29th - tasha and family. (step dad's bday)
30th - tasha conford.
31st - tasha conford and so on.. hopefully tasha too x)
1st - tasha conford as im staying over her house. hahaha
2sd or 3rd - tesha, shams, jo and carol.
4th or 5th - CEMPAKA!!! :D

so please make some jade time before its too late.
hahahahaha. i make myself seem so... i donno.. important? oh well... :P

i've got time :)

oh me gosh, i cant wait for school to start!
AHHHH! IM EXCITED! *giggles*
really. i am. no joke.
TFG. :)

reply to ji soo's blog post.
well not really a reply lah but more of a discussion on the same topic, dreams ?
i love to dream.
its prolly one of the only reason why i love to sleep.
every night before i sleep ill just get excited, wondering if im gonna dream that night.
some people say they cant remember their dreams and say we/im weird for remembering them.
WRONG.
i remember my dreams cause ive trained my brain to do such a thing.
dont laugh at me. i even have a book to prove it.
it says to remember dreams more accurately, train yourself to start remembering dreams.
try to recall them when you wake up.
thats what i always do. and sometimes when you think about something, it may hint you/remind you about something that happened in your dream.

at times it may be irritating when you really just cant recall what happened in your dream.

last night i had 2 dreams.
well i dont know if their connected but im just calling it 2 dreams.
1st dream i dreamt about a lot of people.
these people were tasha and atlas and a bunch of people i cant really remember. oh yeah, dora too! :P hahaha
i remember running.. yup. thats all :P and like jumping/climbing on dora? hahahahah

To dream that you are running with others, signifies festive and prosperous times.
hey! its christmas? lol

2sd dream, fahmi, faishal, their sister (not sure which one) and my mum.

i was on a ferris wheel/chair lift with fahmi.
it was erm... peaceful? idk what to say hahaha.
and below us was faishal and their sister.
what does my mum have to do with it? well faishal was asking me to stay longer and i wanted to.. cause then i couldve gone to your new house hahah.
but my mum said no. she wanted to pick me up then and there.

Ferris Wheel
To see or ride on a Ferris wheel in your dream, suggests that you are going around in circles. You are headed no where.� Alternatively, it is symbolic of wholeness and the circle of life. Life is full of ups and downs.

Climb
To dream that you are climbing up something (ladder, rope, etc.), signifies that you are trying to or you have overcome a great struggle. It also suggests that your goals are finally within reach. Climbing also means that you have risen to a level of prominence within the social or economic sphere.

i searched climb cause i had to climb into the seat on the 'ferris wheel'.

okay so this has been a long post.
i shall end this now.
oh! one more thingy i shall mention... im suppose to go to adventure world again tomorrow but not going anymore :( thats sucks.
BUT TOMORROW IS BOXING DAY!
you know what that means right? ;)
a girls bestest friend.
its 4 letters : S A L E .
bonus word: C A S H .

that girl's a genius!

2009-12-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

so when i leave.. will you miss me?

im just wondering :)

5 more days then on the 6th day, ill be heading home sweet home!

i cant wait.

omg. i miss a lot of stuff.

family. friends. school. yada yada yada.

SCHOOL IS BACK IN BUSINESS.

well for me.

definition : there was a reason to go till it disappeared.. but now its come back. theres a new reason wake up and skip along the road.

i used to think that australia was pretty cheap.

i mean at least cheaper than malaysia.

WRONG.

in london, i shop like a hobo who just entered an all you can eat buffet.

in perth, i dont. i just window shop. try on the clothes and put it back on the rack. its plain sad.

im currently watching this aussie show. most of the time its really funny.

its called "Thank God You're Here".

hard to describe it on a blog so go youtube it or something.

oh, you can ask me personally when you see me. thats if you wanna know lah hahah

currently listening to : She's A Genius by Jet.

heard it from tash :)

OH YEAH! went to the mall in the evening.

me, my aunt and tamara.

as we walked in.. in less than 2 minutes we were laughing out asses off.

this aboriginal lady whos pushing her trolley suddenly starts singing LOUDLY "jiggle bell jiggle bell jiggle bell rock" or was it jiggle bells?

anywho, she just starts singing it loudly and waving her right arm up high.

something like that lah. it was so. hilarious.

maybe it wont affect. maybe he wouldnt care.

theres no looking back. theres no time.

step up. be the man.

"be a man. do the right thing." = wrong. sometimes the right thing just isnt right. true that.

MONDAY - 21.12.09

2009-12-21T12:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAMARA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMALINA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROL!

well lets see. so far today my mum, aunt and i cleaned 2 houses. i earned 15 dollars.. in coins.

hahaaha i need the money. im practically all out.

we're going to the beach today!

all of us except jess cause shes working.

oh yeah, i forgot the mention that my step-dad has is here now.

i had a dream last night.

well ive been dreaming lately but yesterdays dream was rather.. different. it was realistic as i would say.

but i dont really want it to happen like that.

no. cause then.. it would hurt.

mmhmmmm. but it gets better as the day goes on i guess. hahahah i feel like im taking crap. oh well :)

"he wraps her in his jacket, hugs her tight. never wanting to let go.

he keeps her warm.

she feels it. he feels it. they feel it."

this is already breaking my heart.

2009-12-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

dearest deana (well and friends?) ,
im going to miss you like crazy. really. like completely 100%.
to the point i'll look deranged.

you know i wanted to leave for a reason before.
that reason.. yeah. it was REALLY strong at that time.
but ive realized a lot of stuff recently. since the last week of school?
its been hell of a great time since then. i mean totally WICKED. :)

i knew this day was gonna happened.
when i say this day, i mean moving to australia.
first, i already got my PR.
secondly, my aunt and cousin live here.
thirdly, my education cost is cheaper here.

so yeah. the plan was that i live for perth like late march or early april.
thanks to the school here, we realized i would miss out on quite some stuff so they asked me to come asap.
February if i can. but i really REALLY dont wanna live so early.
i wanna stay as long as possible.
i dont want to have only a month left.

and as some of you know, there is another reason x)
shit.
i gotta leave and forget about that too. fck it.

DEANA LOVE,
this school is better. yeah i agree.
but the people will never be like you guys.
life is kl is WAAAAAY better.
life in perth? lets just say it will make me a much healthier person. no joke.

in perth, its rather relaxing.
the sky is blue. youre able to drink from the tap! :P
no traffic jams. i would have to get a job (im not kidding. people here get jobs at 14?!)
the shops close at 6? or 7?
late night shopping ends at 9pm. yes. i repeat. it ENDS at NINE.

the school is rather strict.
i guess it will make me a more disciplined girl?
wow. i gotta see that. hahahah

life here is gonna be so different.
im really gonna miss you guys so much.
and i have to admit, im going to cry a lot.
knowing i have such a limited time with you guys is gonna make me cry even more.

we're all gonna walk out own path sooner or later.
well for me, i guess im under 'sooner'.
you do know we can always talk still?
ill be online. on facebook. on skype. ill be missing you people like fck.

how many times have i said im gonna miss you?!
MAYBE CAUSE IM ALREADY MISSING YOU!
gosh.. hahahah.

oh yeah.. the interview? that was just to pick out my subjects..

i love you all.
cant wait to see you in like what 2 weeks? x)
im miss you all like how a pig wants food. sorry. thats all thats coming to my mind now..

xoxo.

GUESS WHAT??

2009-12-17T19:38:00.002+08:00

ELLO! :)

im blogging from perth!

its pretty chilly even if its summer.. i was actually ready for the burning heat.

i mean all those stories of bush fires? hahaha :P

so i went for my interview today.

i got in?

so yeah. im moving to perth next year.

im being enrolled to Mount Lawley Senior High School.

im doing year 11. again.

well i guess its good..

the term starts beginning of feb but i do not wanna come here that early.

its just way too early.

i need time.

i mean life just got way better back in malaysia.

tough. :/

its gonna be hard saying goodbye.

i thought i had till end of march.

its really sad.

im missing everyone so much now. i really really REALLY am.

FATJAS <3

MAZians.

i cant wait till i get back :)

so where shall i begin?

omg. i just thought of something.

i really wanna just bang my head now.

I HAVE TO MOVE WHEN.. WHEN.... aiyomah. really just aiyomah.

ONE LAST TIME!

2009-12-14T19:00:00.002+08:00

okay.. one last post before i head off to KLIA :)

going to perth. dum dum duuuum.

shit one more hour till we leave. i need to shower. dei.

okay so yeah. i just wanna post t

his picture up cause i really just ROFLMAO.

like seriously ROFLMAO.

kudos to CHUN WU.

... if thats youre real name :P

a reply to Ji Soo's blog post.

2009-12-13T19:48:00.003+08:00

half of that was just WRONG.

hahahaahahahahahh nah. i mean its kindda right but like you forgot other important details.

so lets see.

JADE's DISEASE

Have you ever felt sad...and lonely..
and that nothing in the world really matters?

yes. that is true.

or that you feel that you are never gonna be happy again...

again. pretty much true.

then...i sadly inform you...
you have got the 'JADE DISEASE'
it is very contagious so please refrain yourself from people until you get better...
as soon as you realise you have this disease...you have to cure it!
the only way is...BE HAPPY! watch comedy show (DEFINETLY NOT BEAUTIFUL LOVE MOVIES) and it will eventually get better..

watching comedy shows doesnt really help much. its like tissue when you have a cold. helps only for the minute.

if you dont cure it fast..it can lead to DEATH...
it is hard to cure it...but it is not impossible...
FIGHTING!

you forgot about vomiting and not eating. HAHAHAAH. wow. im pretty open :P

but GOOD NEWS! this 'Jade's Disease' has changed! YAY!! :D

but ji soo, im flattered. thank you. a blog post. my name.

fabulous. indeed :P :)

IM OFF TO PERTH IN LIKE 27 HOURS FROM NOW.

i havent even left but i cant wait to get home! x) hahahahaah

CHRISTMAS PRESENT HUNTING! OI OI OI! WOOOO!

for those who dont get presents, im so sorry. i know i have lots of people that are close to me but i seriously cant afford all of you.

i mean if i had more ka-ching, its a diff story.

i mean if i could i would need to get presents for hmm..

fatjas, i-ven, tasha, jisoo, nahla, deana, faishal, fahmi, omama, mg, sonia.. who else?

family! affiah, tesha, niahn.. prita.

bang bang bang. yeah. rite. i mean i love you all, dont get me wrong but please lah. :P

I GOT A MANICURE TODAY!

my mum, tamara and i. weeeeeee.

feels nice x)

i didnt do a french mani. i wouldve done it but no nails lah.

so painted them this pinky/purple colour. smoooooooth and like pretty :P

advice from a song :sometimes love comes around and it knocks you down. just get back up when it knocks you down.

zomg!

2009-12-08T11:13:00.002+08:00

HI PEOPLE x)

i havent been on the computer lately. i know. WOW.

usually i wouldnt survive but this time being out.. its like time passes by way too fast!

im so seriously. 2 hours seems like 15-30mins?

anyone out there feeling me? hahahah

talk about feeling me.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH

omg. ji soo, i think youre laughing at this. thats if you remember.

crap crap crap blah blah blah.

its already tuesday. wow.

friday - last day of school.

we went to megamall. played pool/snooker/billiards/whatelsedopeoplecallit? :P

after that we watched "Couples Retreat". go watch it. funny.

first time a person asked me if i was 18 and/or above.

i just went "yeeeah" and thats all. she didnt even look at me. hahaha

balik rumah, fun fun heh heh ;)

saturday.

stayed home with iven, tash, kristian (and jisoo but she left at 2?)

kris went home while iven tash and i went to ou. met sadegh there.

later on, affiah caught up with us at tash's place and so we ciaoed to kl.

lets just say i dont think we'll be forgetting this. HAHAHA :P

sunday.

GENTING. me tash arash sadegh.

we got lost. walked from one side of genting to the other and went back all the way back.

monday.

went to chinatown with tash. met up with sadegh arash and iman.

iman is arash's best friend. hes like 18/19 but his face shows 12? hahahah no. im serious okay!

muka comel. but comel as baby. lol

tash joined me and my family for dinner. selepas tu (hahah), dad dropped us off at megamall.

went to see the 3 guys again.

played pool.

gosh, i suck my ass off at it. seriously. need to go practice asap!

and here i am. its a tuesday last morning/afternoon.

oh! sadegh is leaving for his home country today for 20 days.

which means in my calculations his coming back on the 28th?

28th-the day i balik from perth. hahah

SADEGH! DONT FORGET ABOUT TASHA'S NECKLACE AND MY BRACELET. hahaha x)

merci!

*oh lord, i trust you. make it happen? please? x) :P*

dear pacific, dear wont you take me away?

2009-12-03T18:28:00.003+08:00

do you think of me? do you miss me? i just wonder.. you said you loved me THAT much, but did it all disappeared already? was in transfered to her?

does she belong to you? its so hard for me. watching or hearing. you've been around me, good and bad. the thing is, i cant get over you at all. something in me is just holding on.

hope. im hoping so much. hope for miracles if they exist.

every time i wonder wheres my guardian angel.

i know your guardian angel cant give you everything you want but this to me is so big.

too big. it stole my heart away.

as the barrier left, you were so close yet so far away.

i wish i could just reach out and hold on close.

to wrap my arms around you. to push away those insecurity ive been having.

to feel your love all over again.

thinking about tomorrow gives me massive butterflies.

it numbs my mind.

what is happening?

what im doing tomorrow, wrong or right, its my last.

i dont want it to be my last.

i really dont. you dont know how much.

as the clouds move, the sun shines.

the world is still turning about its axis.

you're now on the benches at the park..

2009-12-01T22:37:00.004+08:00

i just HAD to blog.

dear miss LOO JAC LYN, you have changed my mood. in a good way.

photo after photo i laughed.

i laughed out loud.

seriously funny.

for all of you who dont know, this lady here went sk

ydiving in melbourne.

i know, how awesome is that?

wait wait. i need to see the picture again.. HAHAHAHAAHAHAAH!

omg. seriously. love it.

& im still so deeply and completely not over it. over you.

so here are 2 pictures of jac lyn and dude skydiving.

my 2 favs :)

JEBUS! HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAA

omg. i cant wait till one day, i too.. will do this x)

that the life without you would be unbearable

2009-11-29T17:28:00.002+08:00

This was just meant to be

You are coming back to me

‘cause, this is pure love

I know you are more afraid

Then i’ll say i will wait

‘cause, this is pure love

Mikham tane ghashangeto

To baghalam begiram

Begam ageh nabashi

Karam tamoomeo

Bedooneh to mimiram

Mikham labato roo labam

Bezary ta hamisheh

Begam keh zendegy digeh

Bedooneh to nemisheh

to i-ven.. thanks for letting me stay over

to i-ven, tasha and zack.. thanks for an awesome time? :P :)

guitar hero with controllers is the shit! hahaha

i beat tasha's and i-ven's asses for the song 'DREAM ON by AEROSMITH'.. on HARD! hahahah.

im so awesome like that lah :P

but seriously. the song is awesome. i just looooooove it.

To nistio ta abad

Bito delam migireh

Amma zamooneh migeh

Keh digeh kheili direh

to my bffmfl (bestfriendformofolife) ahahahaha... i love you :) thanks for coming over today and taking me out.

we just have to wait till you get your license then we go crazy :P <3

words of comfort

2009-11-28T09:35:00.002+08:00

i must have heard those at least a thousand times.

but none like hers.

so simple yet its something.

i had a dream the other night.

i miss london :/

oh ji soo!

my mum loves you! :P hahahahahaa

she was talking about you yesterday.

saying stuff like how you have so much to comment on stuff its nice to watch.

yeah. hahahah

she said youre sweet too!

i know youre aww-ing now!

i did my eyebrows yesterday in bangsar.

weeee :)

ive been too lazy to do much for it.

christmas is coming!

OHMYGOD.

my mum wants to send me to perth this december before the school closes.

wow.

what if i move even earlier? would it mean something to you?

sometimes like now, i wish i could have just one day for me.

just one.

but i know it will hurt.

i think this is ironic.. that im wearing a wristband that says livestrong. :P

infinity.

2009-11-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

i stand between a broken glass.

shall you pick up the pieces and glue me back together?

or shall you just melt me and make me into something new?

i dont know what it is but someone please, just hurry up.

i lie. after another lie. which leads to another.

all lies.

im not fit for this. never was.

but now that youve dumped me here, i have no where else to go.

he said the same words.

he too said the same words.

they said the same words.

not those comforting ones.

the ones you recently said.

i dont need the luxury.

i dont need the cars.

i just want my honey, my baby, my heart.

running deep into the forest,

we are not in fear.

the sun is shinning through the trees.

as you chase for me, we sparkled.

we laughed.

thats when you reached for me and told me those 3 words you once said.

infinity. and beyond.

OH! AND ITS OFFICIAL!

2009-11-25T23:31:00.003+08:00

its official that you are poop! :D

yaaaaaay! you look and smell like those brown things at my back garden.

my dog's shit.

congrats :)

i feel so happy for you :)

dear friend :)

2009-11-24T19:45:00.004+08:00

i wish you were far away from here.

just turn around.

i dont want to see your face, again.

maybe im just hoping that tomorrow wont come.

im sitting down and bumping around.

in the dark so no one can see.

how much you mean to me.

maybe its time.

maybe its not.

maybe its me.

baby dont give up.

ive try my best

now i cant keep up.

will you hold me tight?

or could sing for me tonight?

i dont want to be anywhere but here.

i dont want to believe, this is all real.

i wish i could skip what is happening.

i wish i could fly far away from here.

why is this happening to me?

what is this turning out to be?

save me.

just pick me up.

drive me.

far away.

save me.

just pick me up.

help me stand.

ive fallen hard on the ground.

my heart is bleeding.

my lungs are tearing apart.

my body is shaking.

JUST GET AWAY FROM ME.

YOU CAN RUN AWAY NOW.

YOU BETTER PISS OFF NOW.

YOU SHOULD FEAR.

FCK OFF NOW BEFORE I GET MY GUN.

MY FCKING SHOTGUN.

you can kiss my ass.

That we exsist but we're taking it slow

2009-11-24T10:17:00.003+08:00

the closer i got to 'Point B' the more butterflies i had.

its amazing how nervous and scared i was.

in a violent way, if was as if someone was messing around with stomach.

i had to repeat words to myself as i walked closer.

if people saw me they would most prolly think i was crazy. really.

i found it kindda funny.

less than half the distance away, my mind was going crazy.

yelling at me not to feel the way i felt and to stay calm.

another voice inside was head was yelling for me to say something ive been wanting to say for a long time.

but ive been too afraid. afraid to tell the truth. afraid to know what would happen after.

today was the day. im glad i said it if not i think i wouldve gone nuts.

so im just gonna pray and hope. thats all i can do. ill play my part, the best i can, and i'll be wishing it all turns out okay.

okay is good. nothing is perfect.

Are you mine? Are you mine?
Cos I stay here all the time,
Watching telle, Drinking wine,
Who'd of known, Who'd of known,
When you flash up on my phone,
I no longer feel alone.

Let's just stay, Let's just stay,
I wanna lie in bed all day,
We'll be laughing all the way,
You told your friends,
They all know,
That we exsist but we're taking it slow,
Lets just see how we go,
Now let's see how we go.

thats from lily allen's new video. well new song to me hahah.

i think the vid is cool. she kidnaps elton john. random but awesome.

OMG the chorus. it really sounds like the song 'shine' by take that.

yes. i know take that. :)

just help sew me up and we can try to make this work.

we can just try.

what do you have to lose?

day 41 & i'm still sore..

2009-11-22T19:49:00.003+08:00

currently waiting for two things.

(i) ji soo to watch episode 7 of some korean show so she can tell me which part to watch.

(ii) my dinner. pizza. yum yum.

i went to ou just now.

had to help my mum out with her mini function thingy.

ji soo came along :)

after that we went s&j to buy a present for her friend's birthday.

she bought a tiny patrick! cuteness.

we then headed for lunch.. and then..

FOREVER 21.

tried out some stuff.

ji soo.. i think we need some kind of wonder-bra that makes boobs smaller. HAHAHA

so far, todays been good i guess.

unlike yesterday..

i got to keep my mind busy with other stuff.

today : not so emo.. happy? :)

im suppose to be studying.

why arent i?

maybe i know why.. :/

prolly tomorrow will turn out okay. no. good.

these days you just cant trust the word 'okay'.

i will pray like how she told me to.

and god.. if youre listening, please dont make me go through this anymore.

my heart has been torn apart, slowly, to feel the torture.

Cos without your kissin'
My heart's just a prison
I'm hoping and wishin'
That girl I'm forgiven
Say yeah

Cos every time you leave me I'm sad
The moment you're returning I'm glad
So let's not go forgetting what we have
Cause it's bad

We're lovin' each day as if it's our last
Dancing all night and havin' a blast
Oh baby, I want you right here next to me
We're lovin' each day as if it's our last
Dancing all night and havin' a laugh
Please baby I need you here

If I hurt your feelings
Then baby we're even
Cos I've been bereavin'
Since you said you're leaving
But now you're by my side...
Let's not fight...
Cos you're right

i'll find the grace.

2009-11-21T10:51:00.003+08:00

no matter how many list im able to make about the bad things..

just one thing on the good side beats it all.

and something ill always hold on too.

to cherish. to love.

the last memory we spent together was by far the best.

it wasnt anything that great but it was still something meaningful.

i regret so much in such a little time.

all that madness.

the fights, the ignorance.

the times i didnt feel loved. but i was wrong.

i thought i knew and felt it.

it was nothing compared to now.

my chest feels like its compressed.

no air going in.

my heart is always racing.

this thing sucks me in. but it doesnt spit me out.

i didnt expect things to be like this.

like was either disneyland or shit.

this.. for me.. feels worst than diarrhea.

i dont usually run away from things.

well, didnt. not the same story anymore.

this thing youre putting me in feels like agony.

its not that i want to end my life but i want to run away.

far far away.

thats why im thinking about my mom's offer.

and i just might move to perth this january.

ill forget my pass and live a new life.

ill only keep some of them on my right hand.

i cant bare to see you with her.

it crushes my heart and lungs at the same time.

why wasnt i allowed to do the stuff she does now?

why wasnt i able to take your stuff home with me?

i only wanted to be with you somehow.

i didnt want to feel empty until the next morning.

youre hurting me more than you ever did.

this hurts more than you told me you didnt have the same feelings for me anymore when you came home from afar.

im so scared. i feel alone.

cold.

at the corner of an abandoned alley.

because i've kept my heart under control

2009-11-19T07:27:00.002+08:00

I turn my head.
I can't shake the look you gave me

but I'm as good as dead,
Cause all those eyes are all it takes
And all, I want.. is you.

So I pulled away.
All I do is sit and wait.
And I might as well
Write the words right on my face.
That all, I want.. is you
Always you.

♥

obsessive? no. :)

2009-11-17T01:04:00.003+08:00

heres just a screen shot of what i said to a friend..

it was an accident.

really.

the twilight saga ; its just pure l o v e

its unfair.

2009-11-11T23:45:00.002+08:00

they dont need it. they dont want it.

i want it. im waiting for it.

so cmon, and show me what you've got.

good morning cali :)

2009-11-08T22:15:00.004+08:00

sometimes the sun shines,

sometimes the rain pours.

it only take a person to break your heart,

but in time it will heal.

i havent blogged in a while.

3 weeks? nearly 4?

so er... google is awesome? :D

i dont have BIG BIRD!

ohmy..ohmy.. :)

& WITH MY KNIFE.

2009-10-12T16:25:00.002+08:00

doesnt the title sound kinda bit... er.. emo? lol

i was going to write "& with my sore throat" but instead i know knife.

yeah.

I FEEL LIKE COMPLETELY SICK.

I FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF DUMPLING.

mmm... dim sum dumpling. shit. im hungry o_O ?

like i told deana last night, ive been hungry non stop.

not that im greedy or have nothing to do besides eat.. (HAHA) but..

im just so damn hungry. like my tummy rumbles for more food.

JUST SO YOU KNOW, THIS IS GOING TO BE A NEGATIVE POST. IM GOING TO COMPLAIN, COMPLAIN, COMPLAIN.

did i mention about my nose?

its a non stop blockage.

and because of it, my ears feel heavy.

like cause of that thingy in the ear which balances stuff.

shit. need to read up science....

one day.

im too not energized to finish this.

ttyl.

alice in wonderland :)

fox trot :)

2009-10-09T07:41:00.002+08:00

as i think,

im giggling.

as i see,

im giggling.

as we talk,

wow.

ill blog next time :)

cause youre so damn hot :)

2009-10-03T19:26:00.004+08:00

wow wow wow :)

thank you all from coming to my house yesterday.

seriously.

nahla, ji soo, sonia, omama, michiko, nadhil, iven, chrystelle.

ATHIRA & FARAH.

TESHA AND PRITA.

FAHMI & FAISHAL.

i put em separately in categories. :P

anywho, thank you all. you made it fun.

thanks to you, i nearly got an asthma attack from laughing too much. you guys are awesome.

i love you all so much :)

and what can i say.. fahmi and faishal.

i was like... dumbfounded.

totally.

you have no idea what went through my mind.

like a speed up MGMT music video with beyonce dancing in the middle of it.

make sense? no? hahahah nevermind :D

faishal, you shouldnt wear that jacket.

thats fahmi's!

and only he looks hot in it. sorry! HAHAHAHAH

THANK YOU FOR THE TEDDY IVEN!

oh my oh my oh my..

ji soo ji soo ji soo.. :)

how can i thank you? I LOVE YOU.

seriously.

you bake me a fcking awesome cake.

and... you buy me chocolate belgium ice-cream from HAAGEN DAAZ ?!

wow.

i owe you. ill buy you ice milo from the mamak.

hahahha. kidding.

fahmi, thanks for er... understanding?

glad we worked it out in the end :)

really do.

p.s. i love you

so next time, iven you bring your adapter for the tv. hahaha :)

xx, love me.

you never meant it, did you?

2009-09-29T22:41:00.005+08:00

i have come to a conclusion about blogging.

when happy, blog. even if youre tired.

seriously.

cause when you have the time but you really that happy, like now..

its a bitch blogging.

but i will. since i said so.

what a waste.

what a waste of time.

we could have been something more,

or maybe separated and being more than fine.

so last friday night/saturday morning i came back from phuket.

spent a week there at J.W.MARRIOT VACATION CLUB.

awesomeness. our er... home(?)

ahaha. i dont know what to call it.

like a homey-flat-apartment-hotel. yeah. thats it. hahaha

some people joined us.

aunty june's family. - mom,dad,son,daughter,uncle.

aunty belle's family. - mom,dad,son,daughter.

aunty sandy's family. - mom,dad,daughter

yup. only aunty belle's family stayed at the J.W.MARRIOT HOTEL.

the rest of us got 4 days free stay. cause of promoting and blah blah.

people doing business would prolly understand.

so for my birthday.. 23rd of september, 2009.

we went out of the hotel. lol

bought new shoes. GUMBALL. i think thats the spelling.

bought shoes for my bro too.

bought 2 pairs of shorts for like... bb or something. one green, one pink.

it write BILLABONG on the ass section :P

i would like to say thanks to everyone who wished me :)

and omama and amalina for blogging. HHAHA.

love you all veli veli VERRY much. xxxxxxoooo

so which road are we taking?

cause if we dont turn.. it'll be a dead end.

Eh, eh, there's nothing else I can say
Eh, eh, I wish he never looked at me that way
Eh, eh, there's nothing else I can say

touch me.

2009-09-28T23:46:00.003+08:00

Semakin dalam ku merindukanmu

Semakin jauh kau pergi dariku

Semakin jauh ku mencintaim

Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku

Aku tak kan pernah bisa

Tak kan pernah bisa

Bersama, bersama, bersamamu

Ku tak kan pernah bisa

let us celebrate.

its time do it.

the time is now.

ok go.

IM GOING FOR EFFING BEYONCE.

BE EFFING JEALOUS CAUSE IM SO BLOODY EXCITED ALREADY.

ADRENALIN RUSH.

TO THE MAX.

sorry. busy today.

blog tomorrow.

12 days later..

2009-09-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

& i still dont know what to say expect :

i need to shower.

therefore i can sleep early... and sleep MORE :]

just today i started using this smiley, :] , instead of the normal :) .

just like old times.

... but ive only used it twice today. including the one above.

so.. erm..

selpt over at tashs place.

woke up early. followed her and raz to HELP college university for a performance.

im like the "follower" hahaha.

number fan lah! lol.

k. i shall blog tomorrow or tuesday.

i shall go mandi now. and then tidur till dawn comes :D

woot woot.

singing out.

eh?

i mean signing out. lollollol.

xx.

a b c d , tap your feet.

2009-09-15T23:50:00.002+08:00

emotions are funny.

how i was feeling 2 days ago was totally different than how im feeling now.

2 days ago i was beyond happy.

ive mention stuff ive never mentioned before.

ive opened up.

i started off shy and stuff but a relationship is like a flower.

we have to blossom sooner or later.

well obviously we're late blossomers. dont really matter but still..

we cant be too late.

but now..

its totally the opposite.

im not saying im depressing and fcked up or anything like that.

its just that,

something went wrong while it was happening.

like it wasnt meant to be. im not sure.

eventually it will figure out itself.

hold on.

somethings wrong. comparing us to flowers are wrong.

relationships are more of... butterflies.

im not saying that just because i really dig em, lol.

but think of it.

relationships could be like caterpillars in cocoons.

we're all wrapped up with our own stuff. personal or non-personal doesnt really matter.

thing is, we tend to.. how shall i say it?..

delay?

for example, we want to say stuff.

coming clean or confessing or even saying stuff we were too shy to say out before..

we might.. delay it.

prolly too embarrassed or shy to say it.

this is when we are just wanting to come out of that cocoon.

we are like dying to come out. but we still have to wait..

things turn out right... we finally come out sooner than expected.

if not... we just have to keep waiting.

maybe some of you may not know what im trying to say but just keeping re-reading this.

you might just relate this to something else and understand what im really trying to say.

dig dip.

m e .

Trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Reach out as far as you can

just put your hands on me.

2009-09-09T15:03:00.002+08:00

But can you hear me say?

Don’t throw me away

And there’s no way out

I gotta hold you somehow

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Everyday but all I have is time

Our loves the perfect crime

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you

You wanna touch me too

Every way and when they set me free

Just put your hands on me

our loves the perfect crime

yeah, right.

ahem ahem. all truth.

How do I get closer to you
When you keep it all on mute
How will I know
The right way
To love you

Usually the queen
At figurin out
Breaking down the man
Is no work out
But I have no clue
How to get through to you

I wanna hit you
Just to see if you cry
Keep knockin on wood
Hopin there's
A real boy inside

cause you're not a man
You're just a mannequin
I wish you could feel
That my love is real
But you're not a man

#235 ; nice legs. daisy dukes.

2009-09-08T21:55:00.002+08:00

i think that toothbrushes are expensive.

i mean you could buy the cheaper onces which are like rm3-ish.

but seriously. would you?

they are like sandpaper. they will scrap the living shit out of your gums and teeth, and dont forget the tongue.

after that i dont think you'll ever taste again. hahah

*shivers*

recently (yesterday) i bought a toothbrush.

cost me somewhere between rm5 - rm6.

i took the cheapest SOFT brush.

COLGATE - NAVIGATOR PLUS (SOFT COMPACT FLEXIBLE HEAD)

awesome. :D

& its orange in colour cause practically all my toothbrushes in the past 2 years like pink i think.

yes. PINK.

now lets talk about : MOLES.

just felt like it cause i was looking at my mole. lol.

holy. so much. im not gonna copy paste or even write that!

im sjust gonna tell you that so far it said im kind hearted and generous.

awwwwh :P

things not to look forward for : friday, report card day.

things to look forward for : wednesday, dentist. thursday, extra class. next friday, phuket. next next friday, my birthday!

whooooo.... no. not that much of a whoo.

blah blah.

talking crap already.

getting sleepy.

need to shower!

OMG! i have been elected.

as monitor!

HAHAHAHA.

the last time i heard the word monitor in class was effing primary man!

its okay.

monitor for me is also know as class-register-girl/boy.

SHOWER TIME.

& then it is SLEEP TIME. SAY GOODNIGHT TIME. :)

let go of my hand

2009-09-07T03:38:00.004+08:00

i have no idea why i feel like blogging at 3:40 in the MORNING.

cool.

i need to sleep soon.

these past few days ive been sleeping hell late. you have no idea. hahaha

so getting to the point. (what point?!?)

lets see..

i really wanna watch :

the dude acting is Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

hes cute :)

talking about him..

he was in G.I.Joe too!

he played a dude called REX.

the good guy gone bad. sadly.

i like him with that hair he has on (500)Days Of Summer.

so comel lah. lollollol.

really wanna watch this movie.

im in love with it before its even out.

and i so far i havent seen any commercials that its coming out here.

EEESH.

things like these makes me buy rm10 dvds. :/

to end this post, here is Joseph and topmodel, Claudia Schiffer.

this is a picture from a photoshoot in Paris for GQ Mag.

WARNING : THIS PICTURE IS SMEXAY. ALMIGHT HOT. LOL :P

& maybe you dont know how much it means to me..

im so hungry, hear me roar!

2009-09-06T02:05:00.004+08:00

its pass 2am and im freaking hungry.

im so hungry i decided to blog about it.

yes. blog my hungry out.

possible? we'll see hahahaha.

anywho..

im sure you all are wondering how stupid i am for not eating but..

IF I COULD I WOULD!

my damn house alarm is on!

why am i THAT hungry? i slept through dinner.

and i only had a brunch. lollollol.

im so hungry.. i got to the point where i started to laugh at myself and type/talk dumb shit stuff.

for example :

amazing, i know.

and then fahmi just had to be eating amw.

"haha, i just ate a coney dog, some curly fries and some wavy fries... oh! and a rootbeer float! haha"

blah you fahmi! hahah

who needs that?! amw was so 5 minutes ago!

so ji soo came along and got to make me feel all better! :D

i loled so much at that.. hahahaha :P

holy moley!

its working!

im like.. not THAT hungry anymore!

wooooooooooott! :D

FOOD.

my corny-ness speaks out!

2009-09-05T23:54:00.004+08:00

you and i are like :

peanut butter and jelly,

a turtle and its shell,

scones and butter,

cake and icing,

coke and ice,

a computer and a motherboard,

toothbrush and toothpaste,

soap and water..

do i make my point?

ahahaha :)

ill just stick with the first 2 examples.

i eat a slice of that in the morning before i go to school..

and a turtle's shell protects the turtle (?) lol

you're always in my posts..

if your name wasn't in it,

i was still thinking about you :)

but i wish you the best, i guess.

2009-09-04T16:39:00.002+08:00

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

when i ignore you, its when i want you the most..

"get it now?"

Landing in Malaysia

2009-09-01T05:24:00.005+08:00

yes. my title is actually from a song my 3 Doors Down.

originally called Landing in London.

i know.. my lameness rocks your world :)

5 minutes till half pass 5 in the morning.

im still awake. well no duh.. its only like 10.30pm over there in london? hahaha

ive been so bored that i decided to cartoonize myself online.

its actually pretty fun you know heheh

.....

so i think the first one was the most accurate.

first try.

and then i tried "simsonizing" myself. lol.

warning : this is SO NOT accurate!

second try.

so then i "south park-enized" meself.

i like this. LOL

third try.

not bad not bad huh?!

lollollol :P

i had fun doing that.

well kindda. i mean it WAS SOMETHING to do.

malaysian tv SUCKS.

you hear me?!

dear astro people,

here is a little advice.

you guys can either :

(a) get more channels.

e.g. Channel 4 , Dave , E4

(b) get more shows.

e.g. in london.. they have a show called 'True Jackson, VP' which is on Nickelodeon.

(c) show more interesting movies.

(d) GET MORE INTERESTING CHANNELS.

one more thing..

be more "up to date" with your shows.

sincerely,

JADE LIM

an sad-annoyed astro subscriber.

so to end this post cause i dont want this to be mega long..

watch this dude.

we shall know him as JAMIE ARFO!

wooot! he got me singing this song non-stop.

well, just the chorus :P

live from the apollo..

2009-08-22T08:56:00.002+08:00

my title = show i'm currently watching on telly.

ahahaha. its stand-up comedy! :D
fantastic. seriously funny..
so anywho, i just thought i would blog since this is tasha's last night here in London :(
shes going back tomorrow at around 10pm.

shes sleeping now. im blogging.
just like the last time hahha.

so.... i went to LEGOLAND yesterday!
it was awesome!
wasnt as big as i thought it would be.
it was packed. seriously packed.

we had to wait for like about 45mins to an hour-ish PER RIDE.
6.5 hours there and we only rode 4 rides.
wow. hahahaha

good thing was it was full of kids.
adorable british kids.
blonde and cute. hahaha
while in que, tash and i would "play" with them. hehehe

in que for the JUNGLE COASTER, which by the way was freaking awesome, we played with a brother and sister.
gila comel.
sister was like about a year older i think.
anywho, the dad had his daughters face tattooed to his right arm.
awesomenessssss :)
i dont know about his son lah hahah

i got a medal from legoland!
i digged a lot of "golden nuggets".
omg i could have stabbed myself. seriously.
i thought the more you had, the bigger the prize.
i mean seriously, im sure you all would have thought the same thing.
well i was on a role.
i dug dug dug. put my hands in the frigging icy water.
like holey shit man, my left hand hurt like a bitch until i had to stop.

in the end, i got a medal. -.-
i had a lot of nuggets.
i wasted about 20mins when i could have stopped after 10 mins and still got the same medal.
you know what i mean?!
=.= sigh.

TODAY.
watched a movie at Bayswater.
watched "Dance Flick".
wasnt that hilarious until the end. ohmygod.
i laughed like at humping a dog.
okay i dont know why i just used that example but you get it dont you?
the end was beyond funny.
i couldnt breathe. really.. just couldnt.

people who have watched twilight MUST see it.
godd.

OH MY GOD! BEFORE I FORGET..
before we went to see the movie, we saw a guy boxing..
alone..
by himself..
outside a pub, sitting down.
he actually "shaked hands" with his "opponent" before taking another sip of his beer.
fabulous.
another reason why i love LONDON! hahahahahahahahahahaha :P

okay okay lah, i should tidur now!
its like 2:12am now.
dum dum dummm. after that cannot wake up in the morning hehehe.

GOODNIGHT LOVES :)
XX

and i think i wanna sleep.

2009-08-16T07:59:00.002+08:00

... im reporting from Knightsbridge, London, at 1:11am.
holy moley. look at the time. so the awesome man.
wait a minute. the clock says 1:11am but the laptop says 1:01am.
wth. nevermind.

well im blogging from tasha's apartment here which did i mention is next to HARRODS ??
hahhaa :P
well we went to watch the musical WICKED just now.
it was nice. some parts gave me the goosebumps hehe.

and i just finished watching The Prince of Egypt on dvd!
ive been wanting to watch it since..... a long time? ahaha
well i know i did watch it before when i was small. i think so, i think im certain.
well a few months back during tuition.. we watched like the first 20-odd-mins of the movie.
to review.
and so... ive been obviously wanting to finish the movie.

no dvd shop in KL has it. what a pity.
i mean i never tried an ORIGINAL dvd shop.. but.. psssh. hahaha :P

so tash is on the sofa, fast asleep.
im here at the laptop, blogging.

im kindda hungry but im no sure if i am or not.
dont think im gonna eat since im going to sleep like after this.

did i mention i love kid's juice.
like i mean... its juice. for kids. hahaha
its frigging nice. i swear.
even tasha has to argee with me!
i think its call fruit shoot , or something like that.

the weather in london is really nice.
who said there aint no sunshine?!
well you (that person) centainly either didnt go out of the house or only went out at night.
seriously.
at around 2pm, tash and i left to waterloo station.
yes, the england eye.
we went to meet a-person-who-cant-be-named-due-to-some-policy.
lol.

we sat on the grass and ate a cone of vanila ice-cream with a flake (chocolate brand), which was like a cherry on top. hahaha
sat onthe grass for about 2 hours. amazing.
when you look up at the london eye.. while the clouds are moving..
i swear the eye looks like its about to fall.
seriously. kindda funny and scary at the same time :P

wait! before i forget. speaking about SUNSHINE..
this guy who looks exactly like SANJAR asked me if a charm bracelet that dropped was mine.
well it was tasha's but i mean SANJAR-LOOK-A-LIKE.
hahahah but hotter. and with braces.
still better looking.

okay okay lah.
blah blah. go entertain yourself somewhere else now.
but do come back here lah of course! :D

i shall go to sleep now.
or like in the next 15 mins.
or so.

p.s. i miss you all. really. but dont worry, im having fun here. HAHAHA :)

sayang, iloveyou.
"infinity and beyond"

ello ello ello

2009-08-08T08:39:00.002+08:00

its destiny. its meant to be. im sorry if i interfered with it. my apologies.

i hope you know who you are.

okay well.. i wanna blog since :

im in england.
its 8:54am in malaysia.
which means 1:54am here.
today is a lucky day since i could get through with the net.

yeah. thats it. oh yeah plus i need facebook. hahaha.

my facebook level is like a 0.2%.

i watch way too much telly. but i aint complaining :P

TASH, I NEED YOU HERE! FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!

im totally addicted to Sonny With A Chance now.

whoa i love disney :P

theres so much i wanna blog but.. i need pictures.

but wait. okay. i remember stuff i wanted to blog.

my flight.

WOW. talk about turbulence. had loads. like at the end of the flight, it took forever to land. the screen kept saying 12 mins but 20 mins later it hadnt chance. dei. we were going in circles and i aint kidding. anywho.. when it was time to land, turbulence was a thumbs up. a guy was vomiting! and ive only seen that in the movies! :P

fur-real pets.

And im talking about toys in hamleys. ill post up a vid when im back in Malaysia. seriously... all toys are getting REALISTIC. and like on FOX NEWS the other day, they showed this german baby toy....

it teaches the owner (girls aged around 6?!) to breast feed. some moms thinks its good, some dont. how about you? i think its good. education. i mean its life right?

sterling knight.

i love sonny with a chance. i love chad in it. yes, that mr. knight.. but.. did you know he looks like he went for plastic surgery without make up? i mean.. hes not ugly but like... less good looking?? eek. hahaha :P well yeah... omgomgomg. I WANT HIM (CHAD) TO GET WITH SONNY!!

omg. hes 20?! wow.

you.

emotions are confusing. so are you. most of the time.

"dark" dudes.

what i mean is black dudes. im not being racist of anything. i mean it i were a racist, i would have called the "XXX" to come to my school. hahaha :P well yeah. this 2 black dudes IN A VAN tried to sweet talk. well only one lah. the other dude just started. freaky ass mofo for shitz man.

he said : i was from heaven. i was beautiful. he should get some of 'em malaysian chicks. and that boyfriend is loosy and he is "great".

thanks for the compliments but thats scary.

eh eh! he called me b e a u t i f u l . hahahaha :P

okie dokie. its like 2:44am now. wow. that fast.

as in the time went by fast...

my blogging = slow. heheh :P

goodnight! well good day for you people in asia :P

fuck. thats a baby roach behind my bed. oh shit. :(

im now officially disgusted with myself. i kill a roach for the second time.

and like the first one, when my smashed it with my hand AND TISSUE, it was still alive.

yucks.

I've missed you quite terribly.

I fell in love, in love,

With you suddenly.

its time to party! :D

2009-07-27T21:47:00.002+08:00

yo hoes :D

hahaha. EXAMS ARE OVER.

note that. summer has begun.

exams this term was pretty not bad i think. compared to last term's.

i hope. like a lot. hahaha...

12.5 more hours to go.

im going...

TO THE CITY OF TOWNSVILLE :)

hahahha to meet the powerpuff girls.

yeah. sure. HAHA.

im soooo funny lah! :P

im going to the city far far away..

the land where subways are the way to go..

where the ferris wheel is big and SLOW.

im going to uncle ben's place.

downpour ;

2009-07-21T11:01:00.003+08:00

its 10 mins to noon.

and i wanted to blog just now but i just totally lost the mood.

fantastic.

everything seems to get shitty and shittier by the moment.

frigging hell. suck balls.

seriously, what the fcuk.

εάν δεν μπορείτε να το κάνετε αυτό, δεν μπορώ να περάσει με αυτό.

could you be..

2009-07-20T18:32:00.002+08:00

monday, the 20th of july. 2009.

wonderful aint it?

the good side of the day is probably only the fact that i could answer CHEM PAPER 2.

amazing. believe it.

not once did i day dream or count the seconds by..

or anything like that.

99% of my attention was on the paper.

EVEN BETTER THAN BIOLOGY.

i should get some standing ovation hahaha

"here's a llama. there's a llama. and another little llama.

fuzzy llama. funny llama. llama llama. duck."

.. a little bit better. thats all i need now.

warning. post #222.

2009-07-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

helloooooo :)

its a wednesday night and im blogging cause ive got nothing else better to do.

wait no.

i do have better things to do like study since in exam time.. but..

blogging seems right now :)

ive got the flu :(

its sad getting flues during exam time cause while youre doing the exam, you will be like the only one sniffing and sneezing..

malu i swear :P

5 days to go :)

so i've done 3 papers already.

english, bio 1 and bio 2.

ive still got chem, physics and maths.

which is monday, thurs and fri.

HAVE TO GO OUT NEXT FRIDAY.

fahmi, if you dont go out im really gonna kill you.

and i am serious about this okay!

im leaving to london on the 28th morning.

my flight is about 10.05 am.

traveling there alone. gonna surprise my gma over there :)

tash tash tash.. will be joining me there on the 14th! woot!

ill be back on the 30th MORNING.

like at 7 something AM. dayum hahaha.

in time for merdeka. lol :P

sayang, if honesty is the best policy..

then im afraid to leave :(

memories just fill up my mind.

but i just wanna leave them.

mtv world stage malaysia.

august 15th. ahahahaha

i wont be here to attend it :/

oh well..

ill be too busy searching for dougie or like mitch hewer. haha :P

if last time was 3 weeks, this is 5.

if you didnt notice, im losing my mind like beyond crazy.

im trying to stay strong and not show it.

..... but im failing, miserably.

MY NOSE IS BEING A BITCH AGAIN!

argh.

url should be JADE'SNOSE'STHEBITCH.BLOGSPOT

i just thought of a really REALLY lame joke.

i was thinking how i would like him to write to me everyday like how i did for him last time..

so i thought of THE NOTEBOOK.

then... i thought its like the same but this is emails..

so then the name "THE MACBOOK" came to my head.

get it?

hahahahahha bodoh :P

i wanna tell deana about this but she aint picking up.

DEANA! hmph.

i just daydreamed for like 5 minutes.

hahaha about dougie :P

omg, so bad man haha.

sayang, iloveyou :)

like you said..

its one divided by ZERO ♥

omg. this is like either my first or second time to you that heart thingy :P

hahaha

dayum. nose is still being a bitch.

no. its bing a whore.

damn you nose.

why of all days sayang must sleep early? :(

when you go to school the next day, you sleep late.

when you arent going to school the next day, you sleep early.

tsk tsk tsk :P

damn. love facebook. and rica ahahaha.

omg. quote.

jisoo.

jade.

why dont you take a nap?

why would i take a nap at 11.30 at NIGHT?!

another quote.

jisoo.

jade.

do you know the song "love sex and money"??!

what?! love sex and MONEY?! AHAHAHAHAH

He's got something special

And when he's looking at me, I wanna get all sentimental

He's got something special

its the 21st century, i think we're allowed to date younger boys. i mean men.

2009-07-11T14:46:00.004+08:00

but seriously.

its 2009. and im turning 16 in 2 months. (shit wow, 2 months. damn fast!)

anywho,

its the 21st century. duh.

we're so allowed the date younger men.

right? hahahaha.

if we were like in the 19th / 20th century? yeah. i understand. no.

i would prolly be capitalized.

yes, i used such a big word. :P

in every girl's life, i am 120% sure that she has had "a thing" for a younger guy.

thats the word.. GUY.

i already have a girl in mind.

coughcoughtashacoughcough.

hahahahahaha :P

im sure shes not afraid to admit it. kan tash? :)

well.. as you all know im crazy over THOMAS.

who is the big FOUR.

turning FIVE. wow. hahahahahah :P

NO YOU FOOLS! i do not have "a thing" for him. =.=

hes four man! i mean if Tamara did, thats a different story.

defo accept him in the family man! haha

so yes. talking about younger guys..

i have to show you this boy.

i remember playing with him and his brother of course years ago in singapore.

yes singapore. they live there.

yes. they are twins. :D

hallelujah! :)

matthew and benjamin :D

matthew in the middle x)

benjamin (far left) and matthew 3rd from right :D :D :D

matthew in his sports kit.

this may.. okay is wrong..

but can i legally date matthew? hahahaah :P

THEY ARE ONLY 4 YEARS YOUNGER.

i think its 4 years. yup! 4 years!

hes in year 6 hahahaha

oh oh! turning year 7 this september! :D

its really nothing wrong.

its like imprinting.

nothing sexual. EEEW.

but its like.... OMG! READ NEW MOON AND YOU'LL KNOW.

hahaha or ECLIPSE.

.... my life is nearly being complete. ahahaha

i've spotted the mouse. now to set the trap.

you can go get a remote control.

2009-07-10T23:08:00.004+08:00

i really thought it would be different.

i thought maybe tonight will be special.

maybe it would be something you talked about before.

but you know.. you prolly forgot. sad aint it?

not for you.

for me.

sometimes i wonder why i always hope for things when there is a HUGE chance it wont happen?

it always gets to me.

i just believe in that bloody small chance too much it gets bloody depressing.

i just thought tonight would change.

something to remember. never to forget.

i dreamt it would be different. something special.

do you know how much i thought it wouldnt be the same?

incredible.